One-shots will always have a special place in my phangirling heart :)
disclaimer: Don't Own the Song or Dan/Phil.
If you want, listen to the song as you read. It's 'The Scientist' by Coldplay :)
"Phil! Please! I'm sorry!" Dan banged on the door to his boyfriend's bedroom.
Phil ignored him as he sobbed uncontrollably. He can't believe that he did that.
Phil looked up and saw his suitcase sitting under his bed. He slowly made his way over to it, still ignoring Dan's pounding on the door, begging for him to open it.
Once Phil reached it, he stopped. Did he really want to do this? Of course he didn't. He loved Dan so much that it hurt but... Dan hurt him, badly.
I grabbed it and stood up, placing it on his bed. He walked over to his wardrobe and started pulling out his clothing. He stopped though when he heard Dan's piano playing.
"Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry, you don't know how lovely you are. I had to find you, tell you I need you, tell you I set you apart, tell me your secrets, ask me your questions, oh let's go back to the start."
Phil stood there, listening to Dan's playing and his singing. A lot of people didn't know that Dan could sing. It was really a secret between him and Dan.
"Running in circles; coming up tails, heads on silence apart. Nobody said it was easy, it's such a shame for us to part. Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard, oh take me back to the start."
He started to play the guitar section from his keyboard as he continued to play the piano. You can hear how shaky his voice is...
"I was just guessing at numbers and figures, pulling your puzzles apart. Questions of science; science and progress do not speak as loud as my heart. Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me, oh and I rush back to the start."
Dan sounded so close to his door... was he playing behind his door? Phil gently placed his ear to the door, hearing the piano play beautifully but clearly.
"Running in circles, chasing our tails, coming back as we are. Nobody said it was easy, oh it's such a shame for us to part. Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be so hard. I'm going back to the start."
There was instrumentals playing along with the piano of Dan...
"Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh, oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh, oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh, oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh."
He finished playing and Phil heard him sigh. Phil swallowed hard, closing his eyes, letting the tears fall rapidly from his ocean blue eyes. He heard rustling outside his door followed by something laying against it.
He knew it was Dan's body.
"Please P-Phil." He choked out. "I'm so sorry."
"Y-you hurt me D-Dan." Phil stuttered.
"I-I know and I-I really am s-sorry Phil." Dan cried.
Phil sighed softly and opened the door. He looked up into Dan's eyes but almost immediately regretted it. He saw the fear, sorrow, sincerity, and love in them.
Dan's eyes darted behind Phil where he saw a suitcase. He tear filled eyes widened.
"Yo-you're not l-leaving... a-are you?" He choked.
Phil swallowed and looked down. "I-I don't know Dan. Y-You hurt m-me bad." Phil said.
"I-I know I did and I'm extremely sorry P-Phil. I-I don't even know why it happened." Dan said, tears falling.
"I-I don't care th-that you drank but-but you c-cheated on me Dan, you fucking cheated on me!" Phil was now feeling more anger than being upset.
Dan flinched at Phil's sudden outburst. "I k-know Phil. I know you p-probably fucking hate me and to b-be honest, I fucking hate myself too for h-hurting you l-like that but you have to believe me, she came onto m-me!"
"I don't know what to b-believe Dan." Phil said, calming down slightly.
Dan was now feeling hurt. "Y-you don't believe your own boyfriend?" He asked.
"I'm hurt Dan... I really don't know what to believe..." Phil trailed off.
"You h-have to believe me Phil! For God sakes, I'm not fucking straight!" Dan cried.
"But you're not fucking gay either Dan!" Phil screamed back at Dan.
This caught Dan off guard, but he didn't yell again, he didn't want to fight anymore, especially with Phil, the man he loved.
"I don't want to fight anymore." Dan said.
"Do you think I want to Dan?" Phil asked, looking into his bloodshot eyes.
Phil looked at him for another second before turning around and walking back to his wardrobe.
Dan's eyes widened. "Yo-you're leaving me?" He choked.
Phil didn't answer him and continued to pack the suitcase.
Dan had to something. He was watching the most important thing walk out of his life. Dan launched himself and Phil and embraced him in a hug. Phil struggled against him.
"L-let go of me D-Dan! Don't make i-it worse than it is!" Phil cried, trying to escape his grasp.
But Dan just held on tighter. "No, I'm not letting the most important thing walk out of my life!" Dan cried, having a death grip on Phil.
Phil just went limp against Dan releasing heart-wrenching sobs into his chest. "W-w-w-why did you do it Dan?" He cried.
"I-I drank and I-I wasn't thinking straight. But you have to believe me when I say she came onto me Phil. She's the one who kissed me."
Phil remained silent. His heart wrenching sobs the only noise coming from his frail body.
"Please Phil... don't leave me. I n-need you." Dan cried.
"I-I need time to think." Phil said.
Dan's heart broke even more hearing those words. "O-okay Phil." He released the older male, looking into his eyes.
Phil dropped his head and continued to pack. He needed to get away for a bit.
Dan stood there in silence, not bothering to wipe away the tears as they fell from his eyes.
Phil finished and headed for the door. He'll be staying with PJ for a bit.
"I love you." Dan whispered.
"I love you too Dan." Phil choked before walking out of his and out of the flat, leaving Dan broken down in the middle of his room.
Part 2 will come tomorrow!
Hope you enjoyed this guys :)
See you later alligators XP