The first day that I saw that green skinned, red eyed alien, I knew that i had to put a stop to what ever nefarious plans he had to destroy earth. I outed him in public, ruined his schemes; i was constantly laughed at, picked on, and shunned, but i knew that what i was doing was right.
I now have the reliable proof that i need to finally rid myself of the short Irken boy. I have gained control of the robot named GIR and have succeeded in blocking all incoming and outgoing transmissions from the leaders of the alien.
All i have to do is push a single button.
I can finally rid myself of the menace.
So... why can't i bring myself to do it?
Five whole years i have put my entire existence into destroying my alien enemy. For five whole years i have had a constant distraction from the horrors of reality, from the family that never wanted me to the friends i never had.
Now i finally understand that Zim is the only "friend" that i have. he is the only one, despite our constant battles and bickering, that i feel completely comfortable being around. He has become the only thing that matters to me, the only one i care about.
I look through the glass window of the gage that contains a bound and gagged Ikren alien boy named Zim, and i realize that i can't push the button.
I can't live without Zim.
I need him... i love him.
More than anything.