Hey people from all over the world!
I'm going to present you the first chapter of a story called 'iDestroyed everything?'. I don't like this name, but I didn't came up with anything better xD
Maybe I'll change it later.
So just read and you'll see why it's name is iDestroyed everyting?...
I don't own anything! :)
Chapter 1
"I'm going to take a shower now, okay?" Sam says, heading to Freddie's bathroom.
"Sure." Her boyfriend says and goes to his laptop but he doesn't sit down on his chair, he goes back to his bed but he doesn't lay down. He's too nervous.
"Freddie, you'll break her heart." He closes eyes and breathes in. He sees the smile of his blonde girlfriend in front of him. 1 and a half year they're going out now and today he'll end it.
He runs his fingers through his hair and tries to find the right words. He shouldn't stutter when he breaks up with Sam.
He looks at the clock. How can he tell her that he doesn't want to be with her anymore because of their best friend Carly? He loved Sam very much but then he started to feel more than friendship for the brunette.
"I'm back." Sam comes over to Freddie and kisses him. He kisses her back while she sits down next to him. He thinks Sam won't notice but she tastes the goodbye on his lips and feels it on her waist, where he's touching her.
"Sam..." Freddie starts but Sam presses her lips against his. She won't let him end this before she feels the goodbye not only on her lips and her waist. She wants to feel him one last time.
"Sam..." He says again and shoves her away softly to look in her blue eyes. "I don't know how to tell you but we can't be together anymore." Sam looks down and tears up.
"So please tell me a good reason to end 1 and a half year so easily. Tell me a good reason to let this go, to throw this away..." She says quietly. He wants to take her hand but she withdraws it.. If he'd touches her right now she was bursting out in tears.
"It's not easy for me Sam... You know, I really loved you." Sam still looks on her hand. It hurts when he says loved. It's hard to understand that this will be past.
"This wasn't my question. Tell me one reason why you break up with me. Otherwise, I won't accept it." Actually, she already knows the answer. But she wants it to hear from him.
"I fell in love with Carly again..." Now a tear falls down her face but she's still staring at her hand.
"I'm really sorry Sam. I wished..." Sam shakes her head.
"Please don't say something like this. I also wished I would've never fallen in love with you." Freddie looks shocked at the blonde next to him.
"You regret loving me...?" Sam shakes her head one more time.
"I don't regret it Freddie..." She still looks at her hand. Even if she is sad and kind of angry she can't lie to him.
"Sam..." There's also one tear falling down his face. Their relationship means a lot to him and he's not happy about ending this. But it's better for both of them.
"Do you want to stay here the last night?" He suddenly asks after a long break.
"Nope, I won't..." Then she hugs him pressing her head in his shoulder. He holds her tight while she breathes in the scent of his hair and his skin and when she kisses his cheek she hope that she'll keep this in mind. The scent of his hair, his skin and the taste of his lips she wants to remember this even if she's 80 years old.
"I hope you'll understand that I won't hang out with you guys for a while..." More tears are falling down her face. Freddie nods.
Then she stands up, after she whispered I love you .
And when she closes the door he says Goodbye, Sam.
I think about you.
And all of the times that we shared.
And oh what a wonderful pair.
We made it so far.
Here we go again.
I think about love.
And oh what a beautiful song.
And oh how it needs to be sung... here.
Sing it so loud all the world can hear.
Safety Suit sings Sam's favourite song, while she cries on her bed. The pain is running through her veins. The 1 and a half years they were going out were the happiest 1 and a half years of her life. Until she was Freddie she never knew how it felt to belong to someone.
The feeling that you can tell someone I love you and he'll tell you the same. The feeling she had when she slept with him the first time. Her body pressed against his while he kissed her sweetly. The feeling she had every time he took her hand. That's love...
Oh what a beautiful song.
But that there'll also be sadness... If someone had told her that she'll cry because of this relationship she would've never believed.
Now she believes. She believes in the pain she feels. And she believes that she won't be happy ever again.
In addition, that he broke up with her doesn't only mean the end of their relationship. It also means the end of her friendship with Carly and the show iCarly they used to do every week.
It's the end of everything, the end of her old life. Freddie, Carly, Spencer, iCarly is past from now on. Now begins a new life...
But she doesn't realize that yet. She just cries and can't stop.
Next day in school
Sam goes to her locker. She has dark bags under her eyes; she didn't sleep well last night. The blonde, who is everyone staring at, doesn't even know to which class she has to go.
"Good morning, Sam..." Someone says hesitating to Sam. She turns around and looks right in the eyes of the reason for the end of Freddie and her relationship, Carly.
Sam doesn't know if she should answer or keep quiet. But she decides to say nothing, right now she isn't strong enough for such a conversation. So she closes her locker and wants to go to her class, she'll find out to which room she has to go to.
"Sam..." Carly says and goes over to her.
"Please Sam, I know that you told him you can't hang out with us anymore." Sam just thinks about this song again.
"But you are my best friend, please, don't go. I need you." Tears are falling down Carly's face. Sam is also close to tears but she has to pull herself together.
Everyone is looking at Carly and Sam now. They're longing for scandals and rumors. So they stay at their lockers and stare at Carly who is crying and Sam who walks up the stairs. That makes their always-boring day exciting...
Cause I'll be fine. See I'm in a hurry to be gone away a while. Tell me all the things that I... I'll be missing here in this old life. Man, I don't know...
"Sam...?" She doesn't turn around. If she looked Carly in the eyes right now she'd burst out in tears. "You can't break with me!" Carly screams. "I thought our friendship was stronger than any relationship with a boy!"
No, Sam doesn't end it, she just takes a break. That's better. She loves Freddie and Carly. She loves Freddie a lot. He isn't just a guy who came around and won her heart... He's, or was her tech-nerd. So she doesn't break with Carly because of any boy. She takes a break because of Freddie who is in love with Carly! That, she already forgot. She acts as if she just pouts because Freddie broke up with Sam.
But it doesn't make Sam angry... How stupid is that!
"Sam, come back!" But Carly also realizes that Sam won't turn around, now. Their friendship isn't over! Never, it can't be... It's not her fault that Freddie fell in love with her...
"Fine... Then go! Bye, Samantha Puckett!" Carly can also be angry and can pout and ignore people. Because Sam does, she'll do this, too. She wipes away her tears, while Sam turns the corner.
The crowd is still staring and when Freddie comes in, they're just getting more excited.
"Look, there's Freddie." A girl says. Similar sentence come from other students in the crowd.
"Hey Carly." Freddie says quiet. He also didn't sleep well. Breaking up with Sam wasn't easy for him.
Carly doesn't say anything.
"I said Hi..." Carly gives Freddie a angry look.
"And I said you shouldn't break up with Sam! Did you listen to me? Mhhh... I guess not!" Then she turns around.
"Carly..." He shakes his head while his eyes are closed.
"No not 'Carly'! You didn't just break up with Sam! You destroyed everything! Guess what! Sam doesn't want to be my friend anymore and she just ignored me, just because you had to fall in love with me again! You're such a stupid, stupid..." She hits him. "I can't forgive you that, Freddie!" Again a tear falls down her face.
"You destroyed everything..." She goes and leaves Freddie behind. He's standing there just shocked.
"I can't do anything about my feelings for you Carly..." He runs his fingers through his hair and leans against his locker.
They'll be friends again, Sam, Carly and Freddie, won't they?
Test, Test xD
Tell me if I should continue or not, that's all :)
Oh and 'Gone away' by Safety Suit isn't Sam's favourite song, of course xD I just love it and listened to it while writing it ;)
Haha, I'll be happy about every review (even if you tell me I shouldn't continue) ;)
At least you took your time and read this weird thing. =D
Yep, just Review!
See ya! =)
