"My heart was beating so fast, it's almost hard to breathe. I never felt so excited at the same time scared that things might not go the way i expected it to happen. I love her, I've always loved her I just never realized it until umm anyway, I can't wait to see her and tell her how I really feel. I can't believe this is actually happening. I want to see her now" i grab my jacket and went outside my apartment, it was raining that day but I didn't care. I run as fast as I could to not waste anymore time. I don't know how long I've been running, I was so excited to even care about it. I stop for a while and tried to catch my breath, I was soaking wet from the rain but it didn't stop me from seeing her. i can already see the door of her apartment, it was a 2 story building and her room was on the second floor. Then her door suddenly opened and there i saw her with her big smile on her face when she saw me standing outside her building. i saw her running to the stairs and jump into me and hugging me so tight, she didn't care if I was soaking wet, she just hug me so tight as if afraid that i might disappear in a thin air. i hug her back and i buried my face to her neck, i can still smell her jasmine tea just like before. i started thinking about my purpose, "how am I gonna say it to her? What will i say? Oh my god! This is freaking me out. i can do this! There's no turning back now!" i took a deep breath and calm myself. i release myself from her tight embrace and look at her, she was smiling and her eyes was glowing, full of happiness and lo-love? Her eyes were red and it makes me feel warm every time i look at it, it's the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. "Shi-Shizuru, I wa-want to tell you something" i took deep breath to ease my nervousness as well as my shuttering. "Shizuru, I Lo . . ." "I Love you!" She said. Before i could finish my sentence, she cut me off by saying those 3 magical words. She looks into my eyes full of love and she was smiling at me. it was a real smile not the fake smile that she always show her fan club. I couldn't help but smile back at what she said. i was really happy and my eyes started to swell. I could even hear my heart beat, my hands were sweating and i can't really breathe properly.

" i Love You, ara I've loved you from the moment I laid eyes on you. When I'm with you, I am really happy and i just can't bring myself telling you how i really feel. if I'm not with you, i just can't stop thinking about you and it drives me crazy, ara ara i really really love you " she was a bit shy while saying those words to me, her face was red from embarrassment. i don't know what to say that time, I didn't expect this to happen so i wasn't prepared for this but i was really happy and it was written all over my face.

" Ara ara how I wish i could just tell her this, i mean, when I'm with her its so hard to think properly, it feels like I'm in a cloud nine" she was looking to the floor blushing while playing with her fingers. Then it hit me, did I heard it wrong?

" Wa-wait! Tell who?" I said.

" Anh, who else? " she was now looking at me a bit confused and she waited for my reply. i don't know what to tell her, I wanted to say something but I don't know what. I can't think of anything, all I know is that it hurts a lot. Then she took a deep breath and then she reach for my hands. "Ara Natsuki, I'm so happy you're here, I was about to go to your apartment and ask for your help with my confession. Fufufu Natsuki really is my knight in shining armor." She smiled teasingly at me. I wasn't really paying attention to what she was saying so she had placed both her hands on my shoulder, giving them a gentle squeeze. "Let's try this again, I'll be umm well 'Shizuru' that's me and you will be 'Anh', you know practice makes perfect ne?"

"I Love You Anh" she said.

"I Love You Too Shizuru, I always have" Natsuki forced herself to put a small smile on her face.

Shizuru felt rush of happiness flow through her body at the thought followed with a girl-like giggle.

"Fufufu do you think she will say that?" she asked.

"Umm" a small glint of pain glimmered in the corner of my eyes but I was still able to put a smile on my face trying to cheer her up.

She wraps her arms around me. "Thank you Natsuki, you're my bestest friend" then she left.

This time, Natsuki could not maintain her misery anymore and tears flowed down her beautiful face. She fell on her knees and cried uncontrollably.

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X x x Hi guys. This is my first story here, I hope you like it and I do apologize for my grammar and some misspelled words. Pls review. Thanks x x X