Kagome was through with the Feudal Era for some time now, now she was finishing up with her four year college. Honestly the you rather very mature woman didn't know what she wanted to do in her life but she had to decide on something that she could make good money at because she was blessed with a child of her own blood to take care of, but the child wasn't human, not even half human but full blooded youkai. Now I know you all ask, how can that be even possible since she was human? She had tried to figure out the answer to that same question but she didn't know where to start even. There weren't even any children or parenting books that could explain it, she even tried the collection of scrolls and books her grandfather had left her in his passing but unfortunately found nothing. Kagome was quite upset that she couldn't care for her child properly, she never took care of youkais back in the Feudal Era, she just had to resort to experimenting on the types of foods that her strong boy would eat. Now her baby was four years old making her of the age 27, she still looked like herself but just had new found curves that none of her friends in the Feudal Era had seen. Her baby boy was growing rapidly and had the instinct of an youkai, protecting his family and it shown through very well. Every time a male came up to Kagome her son would growl, ending up scaring away any potential relationships that Kagome could have were all lost. One night while bathing her sweet boy there was a question plaguing Kagome,
"Hiromasa, why do you growl at every male that comes in contact with me?" Kagome sweetly asking her cute little boy.
"Daddy is out there somewhere, if I am like daddy then he is out there alive, he is searching for us, and when he comes, I don't want him to see that you have replaced him with such lowly males," Hiromasa spitting out the last part.
"You know I love you right?" Kagome softly,
"Of course mommy, I love you too, but those males, they only wanted to hurt you mommy, I'm trying to protect you, I don't want you to hurt," her son strongly and stoically. Hiromasa was the spitting image of Lord Sesshomaru, Kagome couldn't wrap her head around the idea of how he could be the son of Lord Sesshomaru because she had never gave herself to him let alone to Inuyasha.
"Honey, I know this is going to sound weird but I don't remember being with your father, or anyone for that matter, and the beautiful markings you bare, they are quite impossible," Kagome getting him out of the bath and draining the tub.
"Why, why is it so impossible?" curiosity hitting him like a ton of bricks, something he picked up from his mother.
"The full blooded youkai that bares your markings, he hated humans, he was the heir to the Great Dog Warrior, his name was Lord Sesshomaru, he was a cold-blooded killer, he wouldn't be able to live this close with humans, he never even did anything good unless it benefited him in some way, he would never dream of mating with a human let alone a miko," Kagome strongly.
"Maybe you caught his eye, or his beast, if he was in heat he wouldn't have any control over his beast, what do you remember about him?" Hiromasa wanting to know more.
"How would you about his beast?" Kagome confused,
"My beast talks to me in my head, he wants to defend you, he wont let any male, unless its daddy, around you," Hiromasa staring up at his mother with golden brown eyes.
"You know you are the spitting image of him, you get your brown eyes from me but there is a little bit of gold to them but everything else down to your cute little pointed ears, I wish I knew more honey, but I do not remember being with Lord Sesshomaru, I'm sorry honey, if I knew I would tell you, I want you to be happy, I want to protect you too, I wouldn't give you up for anything, you're my baby boy," Kagome crying as she tightly held him to her.
"I want you to be happy and I want to protect you from getting hurt, please, don't cry mommy," he explained as he ran his clawed hand through her hair.
"I'm so sorry, I've tried to raise you the best I know how but I don't have any experience with youkais, there are no parenting books on this, forgive me," Kagome busting into more tears.
"Mommy, I love you so much, you are doing your best and I think you are the greatest mommny I could ever have, look at me mommy, I know how to read, I know how to put my sentences together, you made me smart, you made me full of questions and that is the only way to learn more, I love you for making me that way, I feel really good about myself, my self-esteem is high and it feels good," Hiromasa explained.
"Its all you honey, you may have your father's handsome looks but you definitely have your mother's intelligence," Kagome trying to smile through her tears.
"Come on mommy, lets go to bed," Hiromasa standing there naked, she took his hand and walked out.
"Do you want to wear some clothes to bed?" Kagome knowing her son really didn't like wearing anything to bed,
"I don't like wearing anything to bed, it is constricting, can I sleep in my real form mommy?" her son asked.
"Sure, why not?" Kagome getting him into his room that used to be his Uncle Sota's room. She kissed his forehead and he changed into his beast form, he wasn't anywhere near as big as his father but the size of the a Timber wolf and Husky mixed.
"Here crawl in bed and I'll tuck you in," Kagome smiling a little, the beast jumped onto the bed and she pulled the covers over him,
"Sleep well my baby boy," Kagome petting him, he purred. Kagome left the door open a crack and went to get something to drink downstairs.
"Honey, are you sure he isn't Lord Sesshomaru's son, he does have markings of Sesshomaru," Kagome's mother confused.
"It couldn't be possible, but he is the same breed and the spitting image but I don't understand, I don't remember having sex with Sesshomaru, at all," Kagome holding her head.
"Well it has been a good while, maybe you just forgot," her mother trying to help her figure it out, Kagome shook her head,
"Trust me mom, I would know, I would really know, that man was gorgeous mom, a hard rock body, his gold eyes, they held something, like compassion, with grace, you should have seen him mom, he moved with grace, every step he took, every move, even in battle, so gracious, I would remember the act of love with that man, it would have been such beauty, such rare art," Kagome sighed.
"Wow, he sounds really great," her mother smirked,
"Yeah, he didn't really talk to much and all I really know is he is Inuyasha's half brother, and he had a human ward like a daughter named Rin, she was a cute kid, look mom, I need to go to bed, I really don't need this on my plate, I'm almost finished with school, I'm going to raise my child the best I can, besides if he was out there, I'm sure his beast knows or maybe even smells my son, he would pick up on it that he has a son, he hasn't even bothered to come to me, ask me anything, it works both ways mom, and if he did find out about his son, he wouldn't want me, I'm human mother, he would take away my only child and your grandson," Kagome screeching her chair across the floor and running upstairs and slamming her door, she may be 27 years old but she didn't need to think about Lord Sesshomaru. The last thing she remembered was when she had turned back to look at her friends that she would probably never see again, she turned back around and saw the king of assassins standing there, his long silver hair waving in the wind. Kagome sat on the lip of the well, Lord Sesshomaru stared her down, she could see what he wanted to say in his eyes. Kagome nodded,
"Thank you, that's a lot just coming from your eyes," Kagome explained,
"Miko, you…" Sesshomaru's words being cut off because she jumped down into the well. Kagome woke up from the dream, she wasn't scared but she was breathing a bit heavy.
"Did I fall for him, is that way I jumped before he could say whatever he was going to say, I should have waited, I should have stayed and heard what he had to say," Kagome rubbing her face with her hands. She stared at the ceiling, she laid back down and closed her eyes trying to go back to sleep, but she dove back through to the past in a dream. It was like she was invisible standing on the sidelines watching what was going on, she found herself in the hot springs the night before she made her wish, she was enjoying her bath and then she saw Sesshomaru, she watched as he struggled to maintain his humanistic side, but he slowly fell to his knees and sat there for a few minutes trying to control his beast's heat but in a flash he was there taking Kagome's body roughly, but apart of Sesshomaru was there and holding his beast back a little so he wouldn't kill her. She started crying, she buried her head into his silver hair to muffle her screams. Kagome jerked up out of bed for the second time, in pure sweat all over her body,
"He was in heat, he raped me, I couldn't do anything, that's why I forgot all about it, he…" Kagome gasped, she started to shake, she could feel her womanhood start to ache as her body remembered how rough Sesshomaru's actions were. Slowly she got out of bed and walked down the hall to the bathroom, there she stripped down and took a shower.
~I can't believe he raped me.~ Kagome unable to wrap her mind around what had been done to her. The shower only helped her relax for a few minutes. She grabbed a towel and dried off, it was now three in the morning and she would have to get up in two more hours to go to work. Kagome stared at herself in the mirror, but she wasn't alone, Sesshomaru's reflection was in the mirror also.
"Miko, you look exhausted," Sesshomaru's voice rang out in the bathroom, she turned on her heel to confront him but he was gone, the bathroom only was occupied by her. Kagome stared again into the mirror, her reflection was alone,
"I have got to get a grip on myself, I can't lose it now," Kagome rubbing her face. When she opened the door her son was waiting on the other side, she gave him a tired smile,
"Hey buddy, did you have a bad dream?" Kagome wearing only a towel.
"You know why I am up mommy, you need some sleep," Hiromasa trying to look after his mother,
"Oh honey, don't worry about me, I just can't sleep tonight," Kagome sighed.
"Are you still worried about daddy coming and taking me away?" Hiromasa asked,
"How did you… oh, you heard me and grandma fighting didn't you?" Kagome petting his beautiful shoulder length hair.
"Yes, you don't have anything to worry about mommy, I wont leave you, if daddy wants me he has to bring you too," Hiromasa hugging her. Kagome closed her eyes tightly,
"You are such a good boy, I love you so much honey," Kagome slowly pulling away.
"I'll sleep with you mommy, to fend your bad dreams away," her son strongly,
"Come on then," Kagome holding her son's hand and walking to her bedroom.
"Hop in bed sweetie," Kagome putting on her pajamas, he crawled into her bed and under the covers,
"Mommy, you remember daddy now don't you? That's why you can't sleep," her son explained. Kagome smirked as she paused, she finally threw her shirt on and hung the empty hanger back in the closet.
"You know, I wish you were more like me, when I look at you I see your father, your eyes have a little brown like mine but you don't even look like me," Kagome coming over to the bed and crawling under the covers.
"Daddy isn't such a bad male is he?" Hiromasa looking a bit hurt by her comment.
"Oh no honey, I don't really know much about him but he did put aside his differences and help his half brother fight Naraku, I know you want me and your father to be together one day but now I know, his beast was in heat, he took me without consent, do you know what that means?" Kagome asked,
"Not really," her son confused,
"It means his beast just saw me as another one of many of the women he took in his heat, he didn't care about me, he had no plans to mate with me, he didn't even love me," Kagome softly and sadly explained to him.
"Oh, mom, I'm sorry," her son having now idea,
"I still love you honey, it doesn't change anything of how I feel about you, I just think you shouldn't trust him till he earns your trust because all males are the same, it is very rare that women find a nice loving male that they can trust," Kagome staring at him.
"I guess I will have to now that is if I let him anywhere near us," Hiromasa growling at the thought of his mother being raped by his father.
"Go to sleep mommy, I'm here , I wont let anything hurt you," her little protector brushing her hair out of her face, she cuddle up to her son and soon fell asleep.