Note: Haha…Athrun and a little of cagalli. Hm…aftermath of the battle. Thoughts running through his head. Is this what he was thinking? I don't know. Well read…and review?
Screaming at me senselessly
I don't' hear a word
The only thing
That fills my mind
Are he and you
I see you now
With tears in your eyes
Gun at my neck
Asking me why
Then I see him
And those days far away
Laughing and playing
Till come what may
Images
Memories
Haunting me
My hands are stained
With the blood of a friend
Why did I do that
I don't really know
Out of hate
Out of revenge
Because of orders
Because I wanted to
Too afraid to think that way
After all we've been through
I still always considered him
A friend
A best friend
But screaming at me
Asking me why
He's dead
I think
I know
I killed him
He's dead
And I keep silent
Until you collapse
On the bed
Tired
Confused
The pain too great
Devastated
Both you and me
Because I stupidly
Did what I did
And killed
Him
What can I do now
But live
With those horrors
Inside my head
Regrets
And maybe hope
But no
He's dead
This I know
You hate me
Perhaps
Yet you're still here
Because you have hope
But how can that be
I don't know
But I'll believe
With you
There's nothing left
Just you and hope
Staring blankly
Heart strangely empty
Unsure of myself
Unused to the silence
What have I done
I now know
The moment I killed him
I killed me too
Note: isn't that sweet? Sorry…being strangely sadistic….i'm sure everyone knows where this scene came from no? anyway…like it or not, just hope you'll review…areas for improvement are very much needed and appreciated. Thanks…