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A/N: Hi! So, this is the first chapter of many I suppose in some ways Hermione is OOC but not massively, she is still the frizzy haired, know-it-all we have all come to love. Rated M for strong language -but not every other word, just occasionally - and sex - as I am writing this when I have already wrote the next 20 chapters in I can tell you that so far there are four sex scenes only one that is graphic. So if you have time could you possibly review? Thanks a lot.
Update: I have gone over this and corrected some grammatical mistakes and generally improved it. And i am going to do the same with the rest!
Chapter 1
She sat on the bathroom floor, leaning on the tub. She chewed on her bottom lip, anxiously. Her left arm lay limp but her hand was clamped fiercely around something.
Hours went by and not a muscle twitched nor a finger moved. Her eyes occasionally drooped but suddenly shot open as if scared.
Several people knocked and tried to get in but she never took notice. Just sat, rocking, on the bathroom floor.
Inside her head, thousands of images flashed before her eyes, from her seventh birthday to her first day at Hogwarts.
However, there was this particular one, which kept popping up. It was indistinct, blurry but you could just tell it was a two boys, late-teens with one black hair and one with red.
Abruptly, her head shot up, eyes squinting as the first watery rays of sun filtered along the horizon and hit her ghostly face.
She had been sat there for over 10 hours in the almost semi-conscious state she had been in. Straightening up appeared to be a challenge as every bone in her body seemed to have shrunk.
She wobbled over to the mirror above the sink to examine herself; there were dark rings under her eyes and bright red bloodshot gathering around her pupils. Her hair was knotted and life-less and her skin was a porridge-grey.
She groaned and put one hand on her head, her other hand still clutching the mysterious object.
Stealthily, she crept across the black and white tiled floor towards the heavy wooden door to the dorm.
She stopped in the doorframe for a second and looked at the sleeping faces of her friends before sighing heavily and crawling into her bed, tucking the 'thing' under her pillow.
Thirty days seemed to drag by and once again, the girl was locked in the bathroom, utter dismay and wretchedness pouring out of her in the form of salty, bitter tears.
She was sat on the edge of the bath, looking miserably at the underwear she had in her hand, she had hoped, wished and begged to see blood there even it was just a spot.
Some kind of confirmation.
A knock on the door and another girl walked in. The first quickly hid her underwear in her pocket.
"Hermione? What's up?" Ginny asked, walking forwards and wrapping a comforting arm around her.
"Nothing…" Hermione muttered.
"Okay…then tell me why your sitting on the bath crying your eyes out?" she prodded.
"Nothing…" came the reply. Ginny looked curious and slightly angered by the lack of speech Hermione was showing.
"Hermione, tell me! Seriously, I'm your best friend." the redhead insisted. Hermione stayed silent, fingering the corner of her jumper. Ginny stared hard into her friends eyes.
When several seconds had passed she frowned, her frustration peaking.
"What the hell can't you possibly tell me? You know what I'm just gonna go, leave you to it" she snapped.
Just as she reached for the door handle, Hermione slipped off the bath, collapsing onto a heap on the floor. Ginny rushed back and pulled her into a hug.
"Please you're scaring me, nothing can be this bad…can it?" she whispered.
"I'm pregnant" Hermione sobbed. Ginny gasped but stayed silent.
The two friends sat together, hugging, on the cold floor. Thousands of questions buzzed around their heads all remaining unanswered.
Another Month Later
He looked down at her fiery, lust-filled eyes. She pressed her heaving breasts into his chest, her moans and sighs begging him to take her.
Trembling hands slid up her sweating, writhing body, gliding through the sumptuous valley of her chest and finally tangling in her chocolaty hair, pulling on it gently.
The girl took control grabbing her lover by his hair and shoulders forcing him on to his back on the deep purple sheet they had laid on the floor.
Temptingly… tantalisingly… tormentingly she slid down his panting body, kissing his skin and tracing shapes on his abdomen.
Then, out of nowhere, she engulfed his erect penis in her welcoming mouth, licking the tip then nibbling on his testicles.
He savagely grabbed the back of her bobbing head and slammed it down, pulling her up again by her hair.
This only spurred her on and her sucking became more vigorous. His hips jutted hard as he came, it spurting into her mouth, streams and streams of it until only heavy breathing remained.
After resting for mere seconds, he decided to return the favour. Pushing her on to her back, he tenderly lifted her legs and rested her ankles on his shoulders.
His black hair spread over her lower abdomen as his ducked into her centre. His soft tongue eased itself under her layers of skin until her slight gasp told him he had reached his destination, he flicked, licked and sucked her until she was wet enough for him to slip in his finger.
She stopped kissing him and just lay back looking in total bliss. He moved in and out slowly, stroking every inch, he could reach.
Repositioning himself for better access, he slid all the way in to dramatic effect. She moaned passionately and her back arched as she started to rock her hips.
She let her legs fall from his shoulders before telling him in her most seductive, husky voice to lie on his back.
Grabbing her wand hastily she cast the necessary charm and kneeled above his waiting penis.
She lowered herself so the tip was pressing on her, teasing her partner until she pushed down hard until he was fully inside her.
Neither moved for seconds, relishing the fact that they were one, until the man's penis jerked.
She gave him one last cheeky smile then started to rock backwards and forwards, erratic at first but soon gaining a rhythm.
He pulled her down to him and slipped one of her nipples in his mouth, softly nibbling on the hard nubs.
In turn, she kissed his neck and jaw, breathing deeply at his smell.
It was getting hotter, steamier, and sexier until she cried out, flinging her head back then roughly bit his already scratched shoulder.
He kept thrusting into her as she felt his juices flow, warming her, filling her. She collapsed on top of him, lying still, listening to his fast beating heart.
"I love you Hermione…," he panted.
"Yeah…mm hm I know." she quickly pecked him on his forehead and proceeded to gather up her uniform. He sat up and stared at her.
"What?" he asked.
"I said yeah, me too Harry." she mumbled, now avoiding his eyesight.
"No you didn't…I thought you loved me?" he frowned at her.
"Look, I got to go…see you later in the common room, okay?" she called as she hurried out of the room.
When the door snapped shut and she had put two floors between them she leaned against the cool stone of the statue of Boris the Bewildered and sighed heavily.
She just wanted to feel good about herself, feel sexy, alive and…not pregnant. That's if she was pregnant, there was always this little person in her head who resolutely argued that she could not possibly be expecting.
She did love Harry, she loved him so much, like a brother, like a lover, like a friend.
So she ambled down the long corridors, trying not to be seen or heard by Filch or Mrs. Norris.
A long-fingered, pale hand inched it self to her stomach where it settled.
She was hugging her baby.
A small, hesitant smile grew across her face, it was the first time she had smiled properly since she had found out she was pregnant, a month ago.
She was now three months gone and still had not told anyone except Ginny. However, unknown to her, the worst part was just beginning…
Next Time: Hermione has another secret...
A/N: What did you think of the start? Please stay with me there is A LOT more in store! Thank you so much for just reading this chapter!
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