Why can't I stop crying
Why can't I sleep
Why can't I love when I think about you and me…
Seeming so real that I can't eat and can't sleep
My mind's all fuzzing from thinking 'bout us
Now my world is tearing apart from all this doubt I have for you
Telling me things that I believe to be true but realize their all the bitter-sweet lies that is keeping me close to you.
I try to please you
I try to love you but you just push me away like a disease, broken-old toy or plague.
Telling me to shut up then later on say I love you.
Following me around like I'm some unworthy dog; trying to convince me that it wasn't your fault, The way you treated people and me
Throwing things at people then leaves me be…
It pains me at first but slowly goes away little by little
Your love is fault and it breaks my very being apart…