Born To Be Free
Theme song: What Have I Done To Deserve This? by Pet Shop Boys
Who am I? What am I? Is there a meaning to my life? What's purpose of my existence? Am I a he? Am I a she? Or am I an it? Every day. every night, it's always the same. Nothing ever changes. I feel so trapped here. I can't see. I can't breathe. I have no idea why I'm here. Was I a joke? Was I a mistake? Was I an accident? Was I a dare? I want to howl. I want to yell. I want to screech. I keep asking myself all kinds of questions. I never ever get an answer. My life is a torture. My life is a nightmare. My life is an everlasting question mark, a meaningless blankness. I want to fly but I can't even blink. I want to sigh but I can't even utter a sound. I dream of freedom. I long for freedom. I'm forever a prisoner. What have I done to deserve this? I see things I don't want to see. I hear things. I want to look up toward the sky and ask, "WHY ME?" I can't stop doubting everything, Anything.
Right now I don't even know if I am an eagle, a vulture, seagull, or a penguin. I'm but a stupid tattoo with cheap faded ink. All these chest hairs make me want to scream.
God. I hate Joe Morelli.
~END OF TATT ONE: THE HAIRY EAGLE~