Chapter 1

Clary pov

The air is brisk against my skin as I run far to reach the gates. Yes freedom at last I'm so close I can basically taste it. I run fast and hard my muscles and bones are aching from the beating that only happened not too long ago. All this planning finally worked.

I'm so close at least until I feel a strong rough hand pulling me backwards. "Where do you think you're going" my father whispers angrily in my ear. I give up again and then just let him drag me back inside. I know once I go inside I will just get another beating for trying to run away. Maybe I should just give it up all of it. Ever since my mother ran away with my brother Jonathan and left me her with him, I changed I'll admit it. I don't care about anything or what people think of me because everything they say or do is right I mean I am worthless, unworthy, ugly and a waste of space.

My life was perfect until 3 months ago. I mean I had all the friends, the perfect boyfriend, a whole family. See my life was perfect at least until my mother left and I saw my boyfriend with the school skank, and her name is aline I knew she always wanted him. I remember that day perfectly...
*FLASHBACK*

As I just herd of my mothers and fathers divorce I decided I needed to tell jace well all I really wanted was to hold me and tell me everything going to be okay. as I made my way to jaces I was thinking about how much better life going to be once I leave my father my father he's such a horrible person I sometimes even wonder why mum chose him .I mean love my father but he changed ever since he's law firm started earning more and more money. Just as I make it to jaces I walk the usual halls to find his room but as I get to his room I here moans and grunts I being the nosey person I am decide to investigate . As I open the door I see a sight I never wanted to see jace and aline together their clothes spread all over the place, I see them whispering sweet nothings to each other. I let out a small whimper without even relicensing it and then I run down the halls to the front door and run home even though that the last place I wanted to be.

*END FLASHBACK*

I wake up from the nightmare that is constantly playing in side my head with aching muscles and bones. Unfortunately it's the first day of school. As I get up I rush to grab my clothes for the day my black ripped skinnys a blood red clingy boob tube a baggy low cut faded drop dead singlet and my 3'inch stiletto boots and to top it all off a black leather jacket with gold buttons. Once I have my shower and get ready I straighten my now died black hair (it was red)and fix up my extensions grab my books my smokes phone and pills and keys and I'm good to go.

(J POV)

Finally it's the first day of school; I'm never usually this excited but this finally means ill get the chance to see clay alone hopefully. I mean it's not like she has any right to mad at me. i haven't seen her since the start of the I make my way to the school gates I see aline and her looking hot as hell as usual but if you compared her to clary she looked like beautiful clary the way her long red….stop it jace this no time for memories….

I enter the school and see my group of skanks easiest chicks ever waiting for me, as soon as they see me they wink and some even had guts to stroke my arm as I Jonathan, Sebastian, izzy, alec, Magnus, Simon and Maia chatting I sneak up behind Seb and pour ice cold water all his hair. His expression was priceless hahaha. As we all catch up on our holidays I see sebs eyes glaze over in hunger as he looks past me, I turn to look and see this amazing hot chick with long black which has extensions and high books and a top that makes her boobs look perfect she has a lip stud and allot make-up which I guess people would call "scene" as she walked closer Seb walked straight up to her and grabbed her waist and started making-out with her now that I take a closer look she looked extremely was…CLARY what was she doing with Seb I mean I was right here we went out and still where I think I wouldn't know but I was so angry I walked straight up to they ripped him from her and glared at both of them while Seb looked scared clary just smirked. How dare she have the nerve to I was about to yell at them the bell went and as everyone started walking inside clary walked to the woods. She turned back and winked at me as I stared I looked down her form still skinny as hell and was shaking her hips as she, walked which nearly made me get a hard on I followed her into the woods and saw her sitting on a wooden bench head tossed back .she looked like she didn't have a care in the world I wanted to take her then and I knew from previous encounters that she would most likely beat me if I touched her.