I - Tabula Rasa
Buffy stared ahead.
Her arms crossed over the bar of the bronze. Far away she heard Michelle Branch sing at the stage.
She thought about what happened the last few days. She kissed Spike. What got over her? Why did she do it?
Maybe it was the spell, she didn't love him. She wasn't so sure about that. Did she love him? What was wrong with her?
Someone walked to her. From the corner of her eyes she saw Spike.
God, she thought, what does he want?
She turned her head to him. He looked her in the eye like a begging puppy. She didn't want to love him, so she didn't. She turned her head away from him. Spike got the message, he turned around and walked away with hard angry steps.
Buffy sighed. She closed her eyes and let her soundless tears fall down. Why was this so hard? Why was she...?
Wait, what was she doing? She asked herself. She turned her head back to where Spike just stood. She rose quickly from her seat and ran after Spike.
"Spike stop, Spike!" She tried to stop him. Spike stopped walking and turned around.
"What d'you want, Slayer?" He said with a hurted voice.
Buffy hesitated. "You." She said and crushed her lips on Spike's. Spike didn't know what happened to him, but he didn't hesitate to response. They were soon making out with each other like any other heavily in love couple in the bronze.