~Prologue~
To give a little about myself and family history, I am Sakura Mikan, 17 years old, the youngest of four children and the only girl. I have three older brothers; the eldest is Rei (25), then Akira (21), and last Tsubasa (19). Rei and Akira are Tsubasa's and my half brothers. They were from my mom's previous marriage. Tsubasa and I have the same mother and father so we a full siblings.
Rei is very problematic and has been suffering for depression for years now. He doesn't live with us, he ran away when he was 18 when he and my dad got into a major fight blaming my dad and mom for all his problems. We still keep in contact with him but we choose not to talk to him on the phone because he makes everything either depressing or into a fight. He has a child of his own but his ex-girlfriend left him and took his kid away (so he can't see his only child anymore) because she's a little bitch and devil reincarnated.
Akria is very... different. He has the worst ADHD out of all of us (yes all four kids have it but not as bad as he has it). He would always get in trouble when he was going to school because he would never take his medication and cause unthinkable problems at school. Once he set a bathroom trashcan on fire when he was in middle school and then he ended up at a behavioral school and now he's banned from ever stepping foot on the middle school property. He stopped going to school when he was 16 years old because he ran away to go live with his dad in Australia for a few years. He's very friendly, warm hearted, and talkative but he has a short temper and usually gets in trouble with the law so he ends up in jail for a few months at a time. Not to mention he loves to drink. He has a child of his own too. But since he is in jail all the time and his ex-girlfriend is a drug addicted, CPS (Child Protective Services) told my parents to take care of my nephew, Youichi. Youichi is 3 years old and a little devil. He's the reason why I don't want any children because I'm scared that they'll turn out to be like him and I can't deal with that.
Tsubasa is the typical popular kid. All throughout middle and high school he has been the guy every girl wants to date and the guy that every guy want to know and be friends with. He's invited to all the big parties and has countless number of 'friends'. He's so good looking that when he went to the mall once, some clothing store hired him randomly without any sort of interview or job application. I have always been jealous of Tsubasa. He's everything I'm not. He has such an easy going life because he makes friends easily and is good looking. It's not fair.
And then there's me. Ever since I was young, I knew I had ADHD. Because of it, I kept on getting distracted in school. Plus my parents would get mad at me because I could focus on things they told me to do. But they never thought it was bad enough that I should be put on medication, like they did to Rei and Akira when they lived with us. All they had to do was give me a sip of caffeine and I was tired. In addition, I was never the best at making friends. Throughout my childhood, I only had four friends that I truly considered friends. And honestly I was perfectly fine with that. Who needs a lot of people who aren't even true friends.
As I started to grow older, I dealt with my ADHD better that you wouldn't even notice that I had it. Also I went outside less and less. My excuse was that I hate the sun and burn easily since I'm so pale. It was true but really I just lost interest in people. Expect my close four friends. However, even when they ask me to go to the movies, to a party, or any social gathering with many people, I'd still make up a reason not to go. My parents would always try to get me out of my room and socialize by going to pointless parties with them but every time I would silently panic inside my body and just go off to a corner away from everyone. I would usually put my headphones in and pretend I was busy with something on my phone until it was time to go. A few times there was a person my age that would try to make me interact with other people. My heart beat increased and my face heated up. I felt as if I would pass out. Every time I would have a panic attack and said to them I was sick and ask to leave me alone.
It wasn't until I was 15 (two years ago) that I was (self) diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder. Now I never went to the doctor to conform this simply because I'm too scared to leave my home to go there and have an anxiety attack. I have done enough test (on medical websites) and research to know that I have this disorder, but not to the extreme. I still haven't built up the courage to tell anyone about this, not even my parents. They might think I'm fooling around and not believe me. Same goes with my friends. I'm just too scared to tell anyone.
Welcome to my life.
*I don't own anything besides the plot*
**Based off my personal life mixed with Gakuen Alice/Japanese Culture so the characters will be OOC, sorry.**
***Please read, I hope you all enjoy it. I tried really hard.***
****Everyone is basically OOC so be prepared****