Newport Living
Look at you. Just look at yourself. You've changed to become a part of Hollywood. You think I was bad; just look at yourself. Who do you think you are? Just because you've had two number ones you think you can do whatever you want. You start doing that when you've had ten and we'll talk.
You can't even do it right though. To be a proper sell out you have to change your attitude towards everyone, not just your fans and the people who look up to you. You have to act like you hate everyone. If you want to be a proper sell out look at what I was like a few years ago. Now I was a proper sell out; I yelled at everyone; friends and loved ones included. I changed because I thought Hollywood demanded it. Well, it doesn't anymore. You're about three years too late.
I really don't get it. You yell at me when we're in front of people, but when we're alone you're the perfect, little sweetheart. Maybe that's why I haven't broken up with you, even though I'm sick and tired your idiotic attitude. Those moments when were alone give me hope that my incredible girlfriend still exists. It gives me hope that this awful monster pretending to be my girlfriend will go away.
I'm so angry at you. You were the one who changed me back and yet here you are: being someone you swore you would never be. Sometimes I don't know why I haven't left you yet.
I just wish you would give up this act and be yourself for a change.
AN: my pain has subsided now, thank God. R&R