'Hey guys, how have your holidays been?', Mr. Shue said with an untertone of tiredness. 'What did you do?', he said again because nobody answered. 'Come on, I know it is your first day of the last year until graduation, but look, you will have a really interesting, exciting and wonderful senior year.'

'But Mr. Shue what do you think how we feel? I mean at the end of the year most of us will graduate and we will be a Glee-club consisting of five people! How should we manage that? Nobody wants to join the Glee-club because nobody likes us!', Tina contributed very sad.

'Well, I know that this isn't easy but we have to get the courage to search for new people who have also the courage to join a club that is not half a famous as the football team is yet. And we will find those people. Believe in yourself. We have to show the other students how good we are. In the hallways, in the cafeteria and also in the gym.'

'Mr. Shue! How can you demand that we do something that won't be good for us? We will have the worst position at this school!', Rachel said with a fluttering voice.

'I know that but you will get this, trust me! You can manage that!' After a little breathing break Mr. Shue breathed once deeply and said:' For a little support I have a surprise for you! About the holidays I got to know that we would get new students on our school and you already know them all! So here they are.'

And the two people who came into the auditorium were Blaine Anderson and Wade Adams. The first reaction came from Kurt who obviously didn't know anything about the change of school of Blaine with who he was in a couple since half a year til then.

'Why didn't you tell me anything?', Kurt screamed with a really big smile in his face.

'I couldn't. I wanted to see this big smile on your face.', Blaine smiled and kissed Kurt on his forehead.

'So well, as of now Wade and I will go to that school and support the Glee-club also a little bit!', Blaine said with a really excited face.

A few seconds later the bell rang and every one jumped up and ran out of the auditorium except for Mr. Shue, Blaine, Kurt, Rachel and Quinn.

'And what is the week task for this week, Mr Shue?', Quinn asked.

'Uhm, I don't really have one for you. I'm sorry. Let's meet again next monday the 13th to talk about the first week task this year!', he answered in a real disappointed untertone. Then he left the auditorium and so did Blaine and Kurt.

For about five minutes Rachel and Quinn just stood there and said nothing.

Eventually Rachel asked Quinn:' Do you want to come over tonight? We haven't talked for weeks! What do you think?'

'I don't know if I it's good cause I have to practice so that I can be at the Cheerios again', she answered being really insecure but what she said wasn't the truth.

'Come one Quinn, do me the favor, I miss my best friend!', Rachel scrambled again.

'Okay, okay. I will come over tonight. 8 pm, is that ok, hun?'

'There she is. My Quinnie. Yes, 8 pm is great. So see you tonight!', she said and went out so that Quinn wasn't able to answer. She just stood there knowing that this evening wouldn't be as easy as every evening before.

A few hours later.

'Dad, she will be here in a few minutes', Rachel said and paced up and down. She was so excited because she wanted to tell Quinn something she had realized during the holidays. She wanted to be honest with her best friend.

'Calm down, Rach', her father said, 'she will understand you and your feelings' And as he stoped talking , the door bell rang and Rachel who had sat down while she was listening to her father jumped of the chair and ran to the door. She took one deep breathe and opened the door.

'Do you want to come in?', she said and asked herself why she shouldn't want to.

'Of course, why shouldn't I ?', Quinn answered and Rachel had to smile.

'Ah, so come in, I have to tell you something.', Rachel was very insecure but took Quinns hand and pulled her inside and gave her no time and chance to say anything. She pulled her into her room ushered her onto her bed and said:' Give me a few minutes! I need them!', and without any answer she went into her bathroom.

Both girls were sitting in to different rooms, thinking about the same things:' How can I tell her without losing her?' And both just didn't know that they wanted to tell each other the same.

Another few minutes later Rachel came out of the bathroom and wanted to start telling Quinn what she wanted to but Quinn interrupted her and started talking:' Rach, I have to tell you something too but let me start because it is really important', and Rachel accepted that and let her talk,' You know, Rach, you are my best friend since years and that is why it is so weird what I have to tell you. Uhm, I guess you don't know what it neither could be nor that you will understand it immediately.'

'But Quinn, what I want to tell you is even as important as yours.'

'You said I would be allowed to talk first, so, let me talk first.'

'Okay, tell me now.'

'Rach, in the last few weeks I realized some feelings I didn't realized before. I haven't seen you for weeks and that made me miss you like crazy. I think I like you how I am supposed to be about boys. And I don't know how you think about that but I wanted to be honest with you.'

Rachel didn't do anything as standing where she was. She wasn't able to move. She felt really good and confused. Then she said:'Quinn, uhm, that was what I wanted to tell you too.'

Both girls were standing towards each other without any reactions for 5 minutes.

'W..why didn't you tell me earlier? And why didn't I notice that?', Quinn asked more to herself then to Rachel.

'Do you really ask me that? Why didn't you tell me earlier?', Rachel answered a little bit angry.

Without any more words Quinn kissed Rachel. She kiss her like she never kissed anyone before. First she took Rachels hands but she couldn't contain herself and grabbed Rachels hips.

'What are we doing here? Is this what it is supposed to be?', Rachel said as she tried to grab Quinns face,' are we just kissing? Am I holding your face in my hands?'

'Uhm, I hope so. That couldn't be a dream! Would you like to find out?'

'Of course I want! Why do you ask?'

And Quinn kissed her again. So emotional and deeply and with a reckless abandon that both of them realized that that couldn't be a dream.

'And how do we go one with 'us'?', Rachel asked with an untertone of insecurity.

'Well, I don't know! I know that it was the best decision that I told you everything. Don't you think?'

'You are right, it was a really good decision but I don't know if we should show anyone anything right now. Not even Kurt or Santana. I am afraid of the reactions. I don't know why but it is weird to think we both could have more feelings then love for each other, isn't it?'

'I don't know Rach, I just don't want to make a decision cause I want to enjoy being with you! NOW!'

And she kissed her again. Now she placed her hand under Rachels sweater and under her t-shirt on her naked back. She pushed her backwards onto the bed and laid herself besides Rachel and kissed her again and again. And Rachel reciprocated.