I thought you loved me

Hey I've have decided to put up another story thanks to gingerbread98 who was my first review on my first story! This also came to me in a dream so… yeah hope you enjoy it I would also like to say a big thank you to who is my beta for this story

(I do not own any of the character's well unless I put them in there if only the idea's is mine)

RPOV

It was time for training with Dimitri. As I got to the gym I saw him sitting there.

"Hey comrade what are we doing today?" I said in a sing song voice

"Rose, sit down." He replies. I start to worry as he always calls me Roza. I sit and wait, he looks uncomfortable, awkward.

"Rose I'm leaving." He says finally. My heart stops I struggle to breathe. I don't understand, after everything. Why? I stare back at him, trying to understand why he's leaving me. Trying to understand what I have done wrong; But his guardian mask on so I can't see anything.

"Rose I'm leaving this morning, in about forty minutes, with Lissa, Christian and Tasha."

I don't understand Lissa. She's leaving me too? What has I done, I did everything I could to keep her safe, to keep her happy. I break down, I cant take it this is to much. I sink to the floor and scream...I scream to take the pain away to wake me up from this nightmare. It doesn't work. The pain in my chest get bigger, the pain gets stronger. I look up at Dimitri he guardian mask has shattered, he looks at me as if I am a child. He pity's me. NO! I wont let him get the satisfaction of my pain. I turn away from him and run as fast as I can to get out of there. I run straight into Lissa . She walks up to me. Slowly, carefully as if I was a wounded dog ready to attack.

"Why?" I ask. As much as I tried I couldn't stop the vulnerable tone in my voice.

"Rose, please listen, I have to go."

"NO YOU DON'T, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BETRAY ME!" I shout in her face.

"I'm not betraying you Rose, I am to go to court."

"Then why don't you take me with you? I was meant to be your guardian, Your best friend " My voice breaks the that last part

Alberta, Eddie and Stan come out to make sure that I don't do anything stupid.

"Just tell her the truth Lissa, you don't have to be nice all the time" Tasha spoke up for the first time. She had a nasty look on her face.. a look of sick glee. She was loving my pain. Lissa nods defeated.

"Rose I don't want you come with me, I don't want you in my life anymore" she says.

I take a step back. Something in me breaks. It would have been easier if she just hit me. I loose it. Never have I thought the people I loved most in my life would do this to me. Would betray me together.

"YOU DON'T WANT ME? YOU?... AFTER EVERY THING I'VE DONE FOR YOU? DOES THAT NOT MATTER? I RAN AWAY WITH YOU AND RISKED MY LIFE AND JOBJOB. I LET YOU FEED OFF ME, I TOOK THE DARKNESS OFF YOU. FOR YOU I WENT AND FOUGHT VICTOR. and you don't want me?" I struggled to get the last part out my whole body was shaking with sobs. Never in my life has I felt like this I can feel. Even when Mason died i didn't feel like this. I felt Eddie's hands round my waist making sure that I couldn't attack. I touch his hands, I needed to make sure that someone was going to stay with me.

"What you've done for me." Lissa laughs "Yeah you may have... but isn't that your job, well that as well as throwing your self at every guy who looks at you. Well I wish you luck in your life Rosemary either as a guardian or as a blood whore." Lissa spat out, I gasp and sink to the floor Eddie goes down with me and pulls me into a deep hug.

"That is rich Lissa. I know Rose isn't perfect, but nobody is. After everything she did for you. After everything she gave up for you. Its wasn't her job, she isn't 18 yet, she did it out of love. Did she ever put herself before you? Did she ever talk to you about he worries, her pain. She puts you first, she will always put you first. Rose is probably the most serious novice I've ever seen." Eddie took a deep breathe trying to control his anger, "Well you go back to the rest of the royal snobs, and I promise you that you will never she you again because I don't want her around poisen like you" Eddie says, Very slowly having the effect he wanted. Lissa looks taken aback. Eddie is normal very polite, she turns away from him, face blushing wit embarrassment.

Eddie see's Dimitri trying to sneak back next to Tasha. He turns towards him as with the same tone he say.

"You really arnt what you make yourself out to be are you Belikov, never saw you liking under-age girls" Dimitri went white and glared at me, I shrank back into Eddie and he stroked my back comfortingly. Alberta started to push them on to the plane. I stand untangling my self from Eddies arms. I wasn't going to let them see me so weak.

"I thought you loved me...I really did" I turned and ran toward my dorm. I ran and ran till I got to my room. I slammed the door and for the first time in a long time, I cried and cried.