IDIC It is all in the Genes JTB

By: Firewolfe

A Snippet in the IDIC series on how Amanda could be with Sarek is she really as Human as everyone believes. See also Return to Carbon Creek, IDIC New Beginnings and the Logical Life Mates series to understand this work. What connection did the Dr. Find?

Rated: Fiction T

Disclaimer: I don't own Star Trek or any of its evolutions and am only playing in Gene Rodenbery's world. I hope it entertains everyone and that this little bit of my insanity honors the world he made and owns. I in no way claim to own this universe as others in power sadly do. So please enjoy this work and I accept reviews as the only allowed form of payment as this is a borrowed play box.

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Part 28

Rory's Log

Log Start recording: My father and mother's choice for me is perfection. I have been so restless and wild. Upon reflection I am rather ashamed of my actions. I do believe that it was highly irresponsible of me to act out. I suppose it was just simply rebellion and a desire to prove that I and not my elders were in control of my life and actions. It was not very wise I fear. While humans can and do exchange mates as they grow and mature I am not and never truly have been human. I suppose that to was t he issue as I was feeling bound and constrained. I will not deny that the chase was entertaining nor that the females I chose enjoyed our time together. I was never truly that selfish as not to ensure they got some pleasure from our interactions. I will also say in my defense that I never made false promises nor did I ever lie about my intentions of simply enjoying our time together. That being said humans can and do deceive themselves and they do despite what they may say seek a formal or semiformal personal alliance. I should have been wiser as my actions have caused my family some social difficulties. However as I was immature I did not consider the long term consequences of my foolishness. Now however I do see and again I am a bit ashamed of my idiocy. However that being said I can and do admit I want more than a simple time of fun and play. I want a mate a lover and friend to walk with me in daily life. Having woken up alone and sick and tired one too many times has a way of changing one's priorities. (Pause)Then again perhaps it was seeing Spock failed bonding that has made me take a long hard look at myself. I admit not liking the reflection in the mirror.

(Start) Garak has said It was only natural I seek to find a companion in my own way. He was the only one who almost was amused at my actions. (Pause)

My Romulan grandfather has a great deal of passion and fire and said that I take after him. I tend to agree as Romulans are more aggressive in relationships. (Pause) I mean that female she chanced me for months before I allowed her to catch me. Of course it was a needed thing to neutralize her and the threat she made but doing so made me think. I am not a rutting animal. While the sex was fantastic it left me empty an alone. I don't want that for my forever life. (Pause)

(Start) I learned and maybe grown up a bit. Now I want more. T'Sia Amanda is sponsoring a daughter from an allied house. Jo Anna McCoy. I have read her work and CV and it is fascinating. She will fit in perfectly here and if her halo pic is any indications she is a finely built female. I want a woman with a mind and passion I can understand. Humans are fascinating. I suppose that is why I am willing to meet her and see if a match can work. I would be a fool to turn down the Matriarch's offer. Besides it would ally our houses and that would be worthwhile. It does not hurt that the female in question stirs me. Yes I will seek to engage with JoAnna and if all goes well she will be mine.

End Log.