I'm Tired Robin!
And yet you won't even let me rest for one second of the day! It's not easy being the comic relief guy. I'm no peace keeper like Starfire where her innocence will get her somewhere in life. I have no mechanical engineering skills or know rocket science like Cyborg. I'm no empath like Raven who can study everyone's mood with just one look! And most of all…
I'm not YOU! I'm not you, I never will be you so stop trying to mould into something I'm not! I'm not a control freak Robin! I'm no the terrific Boy Wonder whose name strikes fear into the most primitive of criminals! I don't have people cowering before me! I may not have all the gadgets and gizmos to take down the bad guys with just one thought in my brain! I may not have the cool mask that makes young kids look up to me and wanna be like me! Well guess what…
You can kiss my glowing green butt!
I don't need labels or associations to make me popular or worthwhile to make my name known. Being on your team contradicts that… but at least I know that I'm doing something for the city and that I will forever try my best… But obviously that's never good enough for you!
You always push, push and push until my limits can no longer be pushed and I turn in that misunderstood creature where I had have almost no power or control over my mind and actions. You know why this animal… this beast! Wants to break forth and reap havoc? Huh? Do you know why! NO! You don't!
You could never understand anyone but yourself!
In fact, you couldn't even understand yourself…
Yeah, that's it. The truth hurts and nobody likes to be reminded of the truth, especially when it kills! Nobody like sot be reminded of there weaknesses, yet you think that with your role of leader you can boss and criticise all you like, with no one meeting you half way!
You're the constant reminder in my life saying that I'm green! I'm alone! I'm an outcast! I'm a rebel! I'm shiftless! I'm a monster! I'm a beast! I'm a freak! I laze around! I'm a child! I'm incompetent! I'm GREEN! Well what about you!
What about you Robin! You're spineless! Over-worked! Over obsessed about practically everything! You take life way to seriously that you can't even see what's right in front of you! You hurt everyone who has ever tried to love you! And even when they admit in person that they love you, you keep hurting them still! You're bossy! You're rude! The only way you keep this team together is because we all have our own beliefs and morals! We look out for each other and especially YOU!
You talk about trust Robin… yet you can't even trust us in your ideas to catch the bad guy! And we can't even trust you, for you to trust us and take our advice. But you do have your own pecking order of trust. First its Starfire, everyone knows it. Then it's a tie between Raven and Cyborg because they are both very close to you! But me! ME! You interrogate like I am a criminal! Like I'm a suspect! So I make a few mistakes in my lifetime while I am under your 'command'! How many bloody mistakes have you made and we still have a half a mind and heart to forgive you… yet you can't even forgive me for something that was out of my control!
Well… the next time you want to insult me… Or complain that I am shiftless while being green with envy because of you and your imperfect world! Screw you!
You can kiss my GLOWING GREEN TOFU-LOVING ASS!
Let's just say that Beast boy's tired of being pushed around…
Meh… I was really tired when I started writing this. But then guess what…This website decided to delete one of mine and Valda's stories at the same time! What the hell is up with that! Those bitches! So, while writing this, I'm very cold, very tired and very pissed off that I have exams for the next two weeks!
So wish me luck by dropping a review!
Keep it real…
D-I-WaRrIa
(No... I don't own Teen Titans...)