Seth had just broken it off with Alex. Why? Because she wasn't Summer.
Seth knew he would spend half his life waiting for Summer to forgive him or trying to find a girl like or better then Summer.
He was pretty sure that the first one would come first.
He felt sort of guilty just dumping Alex with no good reason but he was pretty sure she understood. He did spend all of their time together talking about Summer..
Not sure of what to do after Alex left, he took out his cell phone.
He dialed Summer's number not sure of what to say.
After a lot of rings her voicemail came on.
Hey it's Summer. Not here right now so leave me some. Later.
Seth didn't know what to say. So he did what he did best. He rambled.
"Hey Summer it's Seth. Or Cohen…if you still call me that… I know you hate me.. at least I think you hate me…but Alex and I are over….. I just can't be with anyone but you… I know that probably sounds obsessive but it's true.. I love you.. a lot so could you call me when you get this? Thanks, bye Sum."
What he didn't know was that he was actually saying bye to her.. for the last time.
What he also didn't know was that as he was leaving her this message, she was dying.
And that when he said bye Sum, she died.
So the next day when he found out she died he just fell to his knees and cried.
If he had called 2 minutes earlier he could have saved her.
Now he would probably spend his life alone. There was no other Summer Roberts. So after her death he stopped loving.
Anna came back and tried to get him out on a date but she couldn't.
Seth figured that there was only one way he could be with Summer.
But he wasn't brave enough to try.
But he had to be with her some way. He missed her so much.
And Summer thought no one would miss her.
That was a joke.
Seth, her dad, Marissa, Sandy, Kirsten, and even Ryan were all miserable.
Even her step mom cried. Once. Probably because she had no one to do all of her errands anymore or because Neil was just moping all the time.
A couple of months after Summer died Seth couldn't take it anymore.
He had to be with her.
Even though if he killed himself he knew the whole cycle would start over again.
His parents and Ryan would be beside themselves in misery.
But right now, he didn't care.
Right now he only wanted to be with Summer.
So he decided that it was time.
And he would leave this world just like Summer did.
So he got into the bath tub when it was full.
And dunked under.
He didn't hear his cell phone ringing, and if he had answered he wouldn't have killed himself.
It was Ryan telling him that his Nana was in the hospital, dying, and wanted to see him one more time.
But when the Cohen's found out Seth died, they didn't tell the Nana. It wasn't such a great way to die.
While Seth was under he was praying he would see Summer again.
He could hear his phone ringing in the back round
But he didn't get it
He must have left it next to the tub because it was really loud.
But then, it was really quiet.
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now