Author's Note: So this is a random one-shot I wrote at school today. Sorry if it's confusing, I didn't use any names.
My friends have noticed a change in me. I haven't been the same. Our relationship has come and gone, yet she's left her mark on me. She's changed me, in some ways for the better, but others, not so much. I haven't been able to get her off my mind. They try to convince me that there are other girls. I've tried to make things work with other girls. I just can't do it. Those other girls aren't her.
So much has changed in these past few months. My oldest brother got married. My other older brother moved out. I went on tour by myself. I've been so lonely. I tried to fix the loneliness. I rekindled a friendship with a girl. She was nice, but I didn't want the same things she did. When she found that out...well...let's just say it didn't end too well.
I have been thinking about her constantly. I have been asking my brother's girlfriend about her. My brother's girlfriend feels bad for. I know it's hard for her to be so happy with my brother and watch me be so miserable, pining for her best friend. She talks to me about her, though she leaves out details that I don't want to hear. A.K.A. details about the boyfriend. It kills me to see that she has a boyfriend. She's been dating him for ten months. Yeah, ten months. I messed up last summer, and now she's got a boyfriend. She's so happy with him too. I want her to be happy, but I want her to be happy with me, not that ape she calls a boyfriend.
Tonight we are in the same place. Tonight is the first time I've seen her in months. As I watch her preform, my head swarms with things I want to say to her. As I wait backstage I plan out exactly what I want to tell her. I had a plan.
She comes backstage and my chest tightens up. I feel like I can't breathe. She literally takes my breath away. All the things I want to say leave my brain completely. Before running off to her friend she saw me. She stopped and smiled.
"Hey." That's all she said. She obviously waited for me to respond. All I could do was force a small smile and wave. She smiled back and kept going over to her friend. I don't think I'll ever be able to say those things I need to say. She puts a spell on me. She leaves me totally speechless.
Yeah so this was a lot shorter than I thought it would be. Oh well. Hope you liked it.