Hello Rusher sisters or brother if there's anyone boy who read this!:D I got a really good idea for a story so I hope you like it and it will be full with drama,secrets ... and more ;)

Right now I'm sitting on the plane to LA. I'm on summer vacation because my mom wanted to go somewhere where I can forget my past. Then she got that idea to go to my cousin's house and stay with him as long as I want. Who's my cousin? You knew Logan Henderson from Big Time Rush ,yes, he's my cousin.

You wonder who I am? Well let me tell you,who I am. My name is Alissa McCartney ,I'm 19 years old and I have a dark past what I try to forget so this is why I'm here going on the plane to LA. I called up Logan yesterday night to let him know I'm coming and to pick me up from the airport once my plane landed,luckily he wasn't mad at me to just coming unexpectedly.

A lady came up to me and said the plane will land soon so I have buckle my seat belt. I did what she told then the plane started to jerky then you grabbed your bag. You went to the baggage claim and wait till you saw your two big suitcase. Grabbed them and looked around to see if Logan is already here but you didn't see him.

Great! I just landed and flew 3 hour and he didn't shows up. Damn it! I'm so tired cause I got up at 5am to get ready. You wear this: wwwDOTpolyvoreDOTcom/cgi/set?id=75311050

You searched trough in your bag to your cell phone then dialed Logan's phone number.

You said to yourself : Come on! pick up your stupid phone!

When you wanted to hang up the phone you heard a familiar voice in the phone : Hello?

You : Hi Logiie! while you said this you could hear Logan tried to quieted the boys in the background

L: Hi! When will your plane land?

You : Umm. I don't know, my plane already landed?! You said questioned.

L : Gosh! I'm on my way! then he hang up.

Your past was very chaotic. Everything started 6 month ago. You had everything what you just could wish, but one moment changed your life for forever. Okay the one minute wasn't 1 minute actually maybe an hour but you didn't even want to remember it.

It was a nice spring night when you had a date with your now ex-boyfriend.

Honestly you couldn't even imagine that he could do thing like what he did...For the first seemingly he was nice and gentleman

You was up in your room getting ready when your mom called you from downstairs : Honey, Denis is here!

You : I'm coming! You was dressed into this: 52dressesprojectDOTcom/wp-content/uploads/2013/01/Sexy-Dress-1DOTjpg

because he said to you look very sexy but you didn't want to wear something like really sexy so you chosen the middle you grabbed your hand bag and you rushed of the entrance door because if your mom would see it she wouldn't let you go.

He took out you for dinner then you two went up to his apartment. He said he need to pick up something then you will go out to watch a movie,but if you would know what want he doing you wasn't agreed.

What was came after this you wished as if don't even happened.

He took away from your jacket and throw down onto the table and he begin to kissing you forcefully.

You tried to squirm out of his grip but he was much stronger than you...he picked you up into his arms and dragged you to his messy bedroom. You still tried to get out of his grip but when you realized it's impossible you just waited him to finish then you could run home...He raped you...

From there your life changed totally. You can't to process the events and you begin to use drugs at least you could forget about everything for a time. Your best friend left you when she found that out so you were alone. You got bullying in the university but you hide it from everyone.

You acted differently and your mom started to worry about you so this is why she sends to you to your cousin , aka Logan. You could just wish he won't notice everything,the last time you saw each other was about a year when he gotten in the band,since then you didn't make contact with each other. It will be really hard - you tought-

You had to go, you had no choice,so here you are waiting to Logan pick you up.

You snapped out of your thoughts when someone put his hand on your shoulder. You jumped a little in your seat.

You looked up and you saw him,he looked really handsome,cute and it seemed he has big,strong muscles. WOW ! He look amazing! While I'm a chaos.

You put a fake smile on your face and you begin your acting. You have to act like you used to be.