Mei: I was bored one day and decided to write a story about Hagiri… Because I was listening to A Stray Child and thought it was a good song to describe him… This is my first (and probably only) song-fic, so be nice.
Disclaimer: I don't own Yu Yu Hakusho's Kaname Hagiri AKA Sniper or Sensui Shinobu. Nor do I own A Stray Child, which belongs to Kajiura Yuki.
But I do own the child hood I'm making up for him!
Note: This is what the lyrics should look like…
If you are lost in your way
deep in an awesome story
Don't be in doubt and stray
cling to your lonesome folly.
I brushed my black hair back out of my violet eyes. I was having fun showing my new power off to myself. I sighed, thinking how lonely I was. Maybe I could show it off to my mom? Would she like it…? Oh course she wouldn't! The last time I showed her what I could do she hit me across the face and locked me in the closet. She said I could get out if I used his "freak powers." I sat and wished that somebody would come help me… That I could talk to somebody that understood me and didn't call me a freak, or a cursed child.
Now, you're too close to the pain
let all the rain go further
Come back and kiss me in vain
mother oh do not bother.
I remembered it crystal clear. Once I got out the next, cold, rainy day I threatened to shoot my mom with a marble.
"Oh, I'm sorry, Hagiri-chan!" She had said to me.
"Please mother, don't even bother!" I yelled back at her angrily and I shot her in the leg. She collapsed, grasping her leg. Cursing angrily at me, the "cursed" child. Then my older brother and sister came rushing down the stairs. They beat me up and locked me in the closet again.
Hear the chorus of pain
taking you back to proper ways
It's so easy to find
if you could remind me.
It wasn't like I was hard to find in the closet. I was yelling and screaming as loud as he could. "Let me out! This isn't fair!" I yelled while pounding on the door, trying to get out. "Please! I promise I won't hurt her anymore! Just let me out!" I yelled in a desperate, and weak attempt to escape. So they agreed. They let me out, but I would have to be good and not ever, ever use my powers. So I agreed with having to be good, and a "normal" child. Until the day I left. I was 18, 10 years after I had to stop using my powers. I left without saying a thing to my so-called "family." It would've been easy enough to find them again, if I was reminded.
Now, you are lost in your way
deep in an awesome story
So I will find you again
kiss you for lonesome folly.
After meeting Sensui, my life improved greatly. I could finally get back at everybody who mistreated me as a kid! This was my life-long dream! I remembered wishing and wishing to have somebody to help me when he was in the closet. And the person was standing right in front of me. Sensui Shinobu was his name.
"Sniper," Sensui turned to me.
"Yes, Sensui?" I looked up at him.
"Go kill your family," he told me out of complete boredom.
"Of course," I said, and left, smiling.
Mei: Was it any good…? Please review if you liked it at all!