Chapter 1

KPOV

I forced my eyes to open at the sound of the shower being turned on in my hotel room's bathroom. My head was pounding from the lack of sleep and as the sunlight leaked through my lids the previous night came back to me in a rush.

We had left the MTV movie awards as a group.

We went to some random local restaurant as a group.

We ate dinner as a group.

The entire time all I could think of was how much I wanted to get AWAY from this group.

Rob and I had pulled from the depths of our souls the restraint needed on stage when we won the best kiss award. When really all we could think of was throw ourselves at each other and ripping the clothes off one another right there on that stage. We knew word had started to float around that we had developed into more than just co-stars. So we knew what everyone in the audience wanted to see, But since it was still new to even us we were struggling with what all had materialized in the past year. We had grown from two co-stars with an undeniable attraction to one another (that we did deny for the most part) through multiple playful flirtations in public settings, to the place we had reached now.

This place that included me jumping him in the limo for a little dry action before taking part in the red carpet for the Movie Awards. We had without complaint attended the cast dinner after the show to celebrate our awards. It didn't take long before the hot stares across the table concluded with us both excusing ourselves early each uttering some lame excuse about exhaustion and early flights. We casually exchanged comments about sharing a limo home to save time and were out of there before anyone else could think of forming a response.

We tried to casually walk out of the restaurant. Though by the time we reached the door we could have been sprinting to the limo and I don't think anyone would have cared to notice. Once the door to the limo was shut my resolve to be calm for the night breathed its last breath.

As I maneuvered myself to straddle Rob's lap across the bench seat of the limo I immediately felt the hands I dreamed of come to cup the sides of my hips and pull me into him. I could feel the heat of his breath as he ghosted from my collarbone, along my neck moving to my jaw line before lightly brushing his lips against my own.

"I've waited all night to have you just like this."He lightly breathed in between tender kisses.

"All you had to do was say the word and we could have been out of that dinner long ago." I replied

He had smiled that sly sideways smile at me and I lost myself.

Before I knew it the limo came to a stop and I had to untangle myself from his lap and make our way into the hotel. We remained restrained throughout the lobby and elevator ride up to our room. As we neared the door I pulled out my key to open the lock when Rob reached out to take it from me.

"Close your eyes"

As he unlocked the door and led me into the room, I could hear music lowly playing and a sweet smell waft over me.

"Ok open them" he commanded me in a low seductive tone that always made the tickle appear in my core.

As my eyes adjusted I took in the sight that surrounded me.

There were candles flickering from every surface that stood still it seemed with a pathway leading to the bed. Above the glow was the soft hum of a acoustic guitar playing a slow soft song. I couldn't tell where it was coming from exactly but at that moment I didn't care.

"You did all this?" I asked astonishingly.

He smirked at me, "Well I called in a favor"

"Peter…."

I had noticed Peter sneak off towards the end of the dinner but had been too enthralled with Rob's seductive staring across the table to bother to say anything about it. I would defiantly have to thank him later.

"Always playing papa bear what can I say?" Rob replied to my unfinished thought.

Rob took my hand and led me through the radiance that had overtaken my room. He sat on the edge of the bed and brought me to face him before looking up at me. I had grown so accustomed to reading him and knowing the thoughts in his head by looking at his face. At this moment there was a look creeping across his face I had never seen. A bit of sadness and longing but I could swear he wanted to break into a shit eating grin all at the same time.

"Talk to me" was all I could stammer out.

"I have imagined this moment for longer then you could ever know, it can be nothing less than perfect, "He began, "Which means I can't bring myself to do it if you're not 100% here with me."

I knew what he was leading to. I had been seeing Michael but it had ended recently when we both realized we were not getting what we needed from it.

"It's over, it had been for a long while," I responded," I'm here with you now and a part of me thinks I always have been."

That was all he needed to hear apparently because as he stood up to be level with me I felt his hand's rise up my back till I felt them pull me in closer to him. His eyes met mine and it felt like he could read so far into me that he reached right into my core. I realized my earlier thought had been right when the huge grin broke out across his face. His hands reached up to entangle in my hair as he brought his lips to mine. The kiss was full of the soft tenderness that we had shared so many times before, but then I could feel him slowly increase his pressure as he released all he had held back in the past. His hands moved from the back of my head down to the front of my button down shirt. As he swiftly undid the clasps one at a time my hands reached to tangle themselves into his mess of hair. Partly because I'd imagined if for so long now and partly because I was afraid if I didn't hold on to something soon my knees would give out on me and ruin the perfect mood that had been created.

He reached the end of my shirt and I allowed him to let it slip from my shoulders. It was then he broke the connection of our lips and looked down as he brushed his finger tips gently across my shoulders. His lips caressed down my jaw line to my neck before leaving little wet kisses along my shoulder. As he sat back down on the edge of the bed he left a trail down my chest till he reached my stomach. His arms reached around to pull me closer as he seemed to take in all of me. I cradled the top of my body around his head. It was like we just could not be close enough to each other. Rob must have felt the same way since at the moment I thought it he spun me around till I was laying on the bed next to him. He swiftly moved from my side till he was hovering over me. I saw the look on his face for a split second as he thought of his next move. Before my mind could even register it he was leaving tender kisses down my chest across my stomach till he reached the barrier that was the top of my jeans.

"Well these must go," he smiled.

I raised my hands above my head on the bed and resolved to let go and let him do whatever it is he seemed to have planned. I felt the air as the opening of my jeans released at his touch. I raised my hips off the bed to help him out with removing them. It was the most I could form in my mind of mush to do. He lightly grazed his finger tips in circles up my calves and thighs till he reached the outside of my black lace boy shorts. He slipped his index finger up the inside of my thigh as his thumb sought out its place. I held my breath as I felt it reach the nub above my slit. He started to slowly move I back and forth. Suddenly it stopped. I opened my eyes and looked down to see what had stopped the pleasure building inside. Rob was staring back at me.

"Kris, hunny you're going to have to breathe for me or this isn't going to end how I want." He told me.

I muffled a giggle and replied, "I'll try."

As if to test my abilities I felt his hands reach up to slip off my underwear. Before I had a chance to breathe again he had brought his face directly in front of my opening. I could feel his hot ragged breathing and it stirred the tickle in my core which created quite a wet reaction at the opening he was now closer than ever to.

"Its all I've dreamed of," I heard him whisper to himself as he brought his mouth closer to the damp spot.

My breath caught in my throat for what defiantly would not be the last time that night. I felt his tounge sneak in to take a taste of what now seemed to just flow out of me. His hands moved up my body till they could snake in under my bra. He seemed to have an issue maneuvering it aside. Since I didn't want anything distracting him from continuing the assault his tongue was committing on my wet center, I willed my arms to undo the clasp in the center of my bra and release the last bit of me to his hands. As if to thank me for the help in his time of need I felt his lashings across my clit grow deeper and rougher. His hands reached to take my breasts in them. He found the hard pert nips aching for his touch and started rubbing and twisting them in the slightest of ways. My hips arched at each wave that was passing over me from the pleasures being inflicted on me. All the same I needed to feel him more, not only on me but desperately needed to feel his hardness in me.

"Rob…baby…I need…"I stammered out in what breathes I could manage.

"You need what? Tell me. I am here to satisfy your needs."

I gulped a few times to refill my lungs.

"I need your cock filling me now."

I opened my eyes to find he had shed his clothes and was maneuvering himself on top of me. I could feel the tip of his rock hard erection wavering along the edge of my opening.

"Now …Now …Now!" I yelled louder than I thought I could muster," I need to feel you cumming inside of me"

Without waiting for his response in fear that he would try to hold me off longer, I took his hips and pushed him into me till I felt his cock reach my core. It startled him but at least he took the direction from there and I could simply immerse myself in the ecstasy I didn't realize I had been imagining so often lately. He crushed his body into mine and we seemed to connect in a way I had never thought possible. We fit together like the perfect edge of a puzzle.

He moved himself in and out of me at the perfect rhythm. He brought his lips to the sides of my breasts as he moved, leaving wet kisses and nibbles as he made his way to the rock hard pebbles in the middle. He took turns on each side taking them into his mouth. Lightly sucking them in and releasing them. As he pulled out once again I could feel myself reaching a brink of rapture I had never known to be achievable when suddenly all movements stopped. I opened my eyes to find him hovering over me …staring at me like he was reading all my emotions in one look. Had I missed a cue? Had he came? Had I completely missed it? Was I really that far gone?

"I love you," He whispered so lowly I swore it was only in my head

With those simple words spoken with true feeling behind them for the first time I felt the brink rising.

"I love you too"

He moved himself into me one last time. I heard the grunt of pleasure escape past his lips as we shuttered in unison. He slid himself to the side pulling me with him so we were still connected but laying on our sides. He ghosted his lips over mine a few times before pulling me into a kiss. Very slowly I felt my body control return to me as I fell over the ledge he had brought me so high upon.

For the rest of the night we talked about mundane things until the need for each other would overcome us. Each time was just like the first with him. We could not get enough to satisfy the need to be connected to one another. Eventually after the 4th or 5th time the talking stopped and we both drifted into a relaxing sleep while still wrapped in each other's arms, one unwilling to release the other.

When the shower woke me I immediately reached to the other side of the bed to find it empty but still warm. I was afraid I had dreamt the night before. I sat up in bed to look around the room. It was filled with half burnt candles. I was happy to see it had not been a dream and had really happened. I saw a cd player set in the corner of the room. So that's where the music had come from. I was sitting there reliving it all over and over again when Rob emerged from the bathroom still dripping wet with a towel lowly slung around his waist. He stopped suddenly at the sit of a disheveled me sitting in the middle of the bed.

"Aww love I was hoping to make it back before you woke", he started across the room to me.

"I was afraid I had dreamt it all"

"Mostly defiantly not" He sat on the edge of the bed and leaned over to brush a gentle kiss across my lips.

I immediately melted where I sat. In the back of my mind I wondered if that feeling would ever cease to exist. My heart was conflicted at that moment. It wanted to burst at the thought of our night together, But it sank at the thought of what laid ahead for us. Rob read my face and a look of worry over came his.

"You didn't regret it did you?" He pondered.

I immediately rushed to reassure him, "Oh no no. It was the single greatest moment of my life, it's just the reality of our life has come crashing down on me at this moment."

"New York…."he trailed off.

"LA…" I responded in the same manner.

A look of reassurance came over his face as he looked back at me.

"We can figure it out as we go along, now that I have you nothing is gonna make me let you go."

As if to emphasis the struggle that we were in for my cell rang from across the room, shocking us both from our thoughts. I got up and picked it up on the 2nd ring.

"Hello" I hastily blurted into the receiver.

"Oh hey mom, Yeah I'm awake, can you give me like 10 mins to be down?"

I waited for her response before being reminded of the man in my room who wasn't expected to be there.

"Oh hey umm Rob stayed the night last night do you think you could help me sneak him back to his hotel? I really don't think I could deal with paps surrounding us right now"

My mom didn't even bother hiding her screams of joy at the thought of her daughter with a guy in her room. It creeped me out for just a split second before I realized it was because it wasn't just any guy. It was THEE guy.

Geez had everyone imagined us together? Was I the only one blind to this?

I didn't have enough time to answer my own question. My mom was going on about something about calling Stephanie and setting up a switch off covertly like this was some dark military misson. My thoughts drifted.

Was this how it was going to be? Secret meetings in the dark. Sneaking off before the sun rose so as to hid from the prying eyes of the lens?

I couldn't be bothered with it all right now. I didn't want to ruin the wonderous night we had. I stammered out something to my mom along the lines of "Sounds great set it up well be down in 10" before closing my phone and returning my eyes to the room. Rob had moved from his spot on the bed to his clothes on the floor and was trying pull himself together in a presentable manner.

I managed to find my voice and blindly began talking to him hoping for some sort of response. Anything to hear his voice.

"Umm my moms down stairs, apparently shes got some secret mission with Steph to get you back to your hotel unseen."

"Sounds fine. Though I wish you could just drop me yourself."

"Yeah unfortunaly I have a meeting in downtown for the movie that I'm already gonna be late for. Last night wasn't exactly on the schedule for me."

He smirked,"Yeah me either but doesn't mean I wouldn't like it to happen again…and again…and again"

He took me into his arms to envelop me into a kiss that would make a nun blush.

"You better get dressed we need to get movin," he said as he broke it.

"Yeah Yeah yeah."

He laid a light playful slap on my ass as I moved towards the bathroom. We finished dressing and collecting my stuff before making our way downstairs to the waiting SUV. I had my own car to take me to my meeting and my mom was going to be meeting up with Rob's agent to make the exchange somewhere. We opened the rear door to block us from any prying eyes as we said our goodbyes. They were shorter then I truly cared for but I was scared if I let myself stand there any longer I would end up trying to stow myself away in the back. So I gave Rob a slight hug exchanged our goodbyes and I walked to my car.

As I pulled up near the SUV I commended myself on not turning into a typical blubbering girl. I was in my own world when the knock on my passenger window brought me out of it. Rob was looking at me with a look of concern as he motioned for me to roll down the window. He leaned into the opening as I rolled it down.

"Hey" I tried to look and sound hopeful.

"Hey…..you ok?" he asked.

"Yeah fine just that lack of sleep catching up yah know?"I tried to sound lighthearted.

"I'll call you as soon as I land ok?"

"I'll be waiting for it"

He hesitated for a second before turning around to leave. He got a few steps from my car before turning half towards me and reaching his hands out to me like he wanted to reach out and hold me just as much as I needed him to. I did the knowing half nod before pulling out on to the street. I made it to the first light before the first tear fell and that darn blubbering girl took over. Not because I was leaving him but more because I wasn't sure for how long.

How and when would we be able to see each other again?