"I'VE HAD ENOUGH! I JUST CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE JAMES!" I screamed at him.
"What did I DO Lily?" He asked, sounding kind of tired.
"FLOWERS?! AND THIS NOTE?! WHAT, YOU THINK AFTER ALL OF THE TIMES I'VE TURNED YOU DOWN THAT THIS NOTE WILL CHANGE MY MIND?! WHAT DO I NEED TO DO TO GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULL; I DO NOT, NOR WILL I EVER, LIKE YOU OR GO OUT WITH YOU! I WOULD RATHER DATE PEEVES OR- OR- SNAPE! BUT NO! YOU CAN'T GET OVER IT, CAN YOU?! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" I yelled at the top of her lungs before turning and running up the girls stairs, but not before I heard a small
"Fine. You win Lily...i'll leave..." come from James. On any other day I would've felt bad...but not today. Today was the last straw. We had even been getting along and then he went and did this.
James POV
I walked upstairs to my dorm. So this was it...she'd rather date snivellus than me. She even said so herself. Then I guess there was really only one way to get over her....I never thought I'd have to use the spell but it seems today is the day. This is it. The end of any chance I would ever have with Lily. I opened the door to my room and then rummaged under my bed for the piece of parchment I had written the spell on. It would erase all of my memories of Lily. It would be like she never existed for me. No pain, nothing. Sirius helped me make it one day when I got in a particularly bad fight with her. I never thought I'd really use it...last time I chickened at the last possible moment. This time was different. But just in case I will write a reversal spell. Just in case...I will give it to Evie. With a note for Lily so that if Lily decides she wants me to--- but I shouldn't get my hopes up. This is for just in case. I placed the spell on my bedside table and then took out a quill and some ink to write out the reversal spell. It took me a few minutes to get it right and some crossing outs but eventually...it was done. Now, I just need to get rid of any obvious Lily stuff. I ran around my room collecting what I could find. It consisted of some notes I had written her, but never given her, and a picture of us together that Sirius had secretly taken. I shoved it all in a box and then hid it under the floorboards. Then I scribbled her note. It read:
Lily,
I am sorry. I am sorry for everything I've done to annoy you or make you angry...I really am. Not once did I lie to you about how I felt. I meant every word. You asked why I didn't just give up? Because I love you. I'm sorry for that to, since I know it is the biggest thing I have done to annoy you. That's why I am doing this. I am erasing you from my memory,
James that way I won't ever be able to bother you again. If you ever want me to go back to remembering (which I doubt you will at this point) then say the reversal spell enclosed here. I am sorry, truly,
Love,
I folded the reversal spell into the not and then sealed it shut. Then I went to find Evelyn.
Evie POV
I was sitting in the common room, sucking on a sugar quill and trying for the love of me to finish my transfiguration essay. Needless to say I was failing rather horribly. Suddenly someone, a man of some sort, cleared his throat and I looked up. None other than James Potter stood over me. He had an odd nostalgic look about him and was holding a sealed piece of parchment.
"What is it James?" I asked. I didn't hate James like lily did, but if this note was for her he' probably get his ass kicked.
"Listen, I'm forgetting Lily tonight. Literally. This is for her in case she ever wants me to remember again....it has the reversal spell for what I'm going to do He said quickly.
"What do you mean 'forget lily'?" I asked, feeling slightly sick at the idea. They were meant for each other, Lily just didn't know it yet.
"Well...she's made it quite clear that she hates me. A lot. And so I made a spell that will wipe her from my memory. I'm tired of fighting and I'm tired of feeling like shit because she hates me. So I give up. That's what she wants and if I can't give her that then what can I do?" He said. He had a blank look about his eyes.
"Okay but James-"
"No, really, this is it Evie. Just...don't give it to her before she asks IF she asks." He said ruefully. I reluctantly took the parchment and said,
"She'll ask." He didn't respond, just nodded with a little smile thing and then left. Well shit. This is bad.
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