Dear Elphie,
It's been five years. But I suspect that you know that. You told me to hold out for as long as I could.
Well truth be told Elphie, I can't hold on much longer.
Every second, minute, hour seems to be tearing away at my sanity and I feel like I'm playing a part that I just can't keep playing. I miss you so much and it hurts to be away from you.
I remember when we were in college together… the memories overwhelm me sometimes and I find myself sobbing at how close we had become. Whatever our relationship was… it was something so special to me. It meant everything to me, Elphaba.
I know about you and Fiyero. I forget how I know but I do. I think one of the flying monkeys let it slip. I'm happy for you two. I've finally come to accept that you didn't want me to come with, that you had finally picked your side and that it was okay that you didn't take me along.
I'm okay with you two being together. It doesn't make any difference to me anymore. I don't care if you love me or not.
I just want you to be happy. I guess that's all I've ever wanted for you.
By the time you read this, I suspect that I'll be dead. Oz was just getting to be too much for me. It wasn't even the fact that I thought you were dead that was ripping me to shreds, it was the fact that I was alone. I can't be alone, Elphie. You know that.
I suspect that Oz will be in chaos after I'm gone… but what did they expect? They pushed me to do this; they pushed me into being something that I'm not. I'm not Glinda The Good, I'm not some savior and I never will be.
I miss you, Elphie. Just… just don't forget me, okay?
Forever Yours,
Galinda
Kind of a self-explanatory one. I found this on my computer this morning and realized that I hadn't posted it. I thought it was good in a short, sad way. Oh and Ps. I'm going to be adding to my Ozney stories since I went to Disneyland on my trip. Stay tuned for those!
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