Chapter One; Cry.
[i dont own the characters or the original plot or The Truth About Forever]
Macy.
Today, August 17, 2009 is going to be a make or break day. I look out the window and sighs silently to myself, I grip the streering wheel tighter as I make the turn on to Harris Blvd. I scan down the beach, and semi-smiles to myself. The beach house, I smiled as I pulled into the driveway, I turn off my car,and sit in the seat for awhile. I think to myself 'Macy time to face the fear that is beating you down.' I groaned and opened the car door, locking it behind me, carrying a tote bag, and a shopping bag from CVS. I walked up the sandy walk way, and walk up to the white door. I place the key in the lock and turn it alittle, then twist the door knob and give it a little push. I walk into the home that brought back many memories. I sigh, remembering the last time I was in here.
May 25, 2009.
I walk down the beach and sit next to him, I smile and lean on his arm, I feel his body turn as her kissed my head.
--It was the week after graduation, I graduated from my high school, and I asked my mom if I could borrow the house for a 'Lost Week' with Wes. She agreed only to pack many condoms in my back. But if I was smart I should of used them, cause we didn't, I shudder at the memory of the month after the weekend, we it was over.--
June 18,2009.
I walk next to him, feeling his werid acts toward, I stop him and looks at him and sighs, "it's over isn't it?" I asked with no fear, knowing that is was coming to an end.
He look at me, sad, he nodded, and I faked a smile, and hugged him then kissed his cheek, and walked away simply. I never talked to him again.
I walked into the house, looking around remembering the time my family spent her when my father was around. I walked into the living room. Looking out the large window, at the sun falling behind the water, I dropped my bag, and sighed so deeply, I grabbed the CVS bag tighter as I walked to the bathroom, moment of truth Macy. I stepped into the bathroom, I put the seat down on the toliet, and sat down, I reached down in tha bag and pulled out 3 boxes. All different brands, I unfolded one box and read the directions, then the second one, then the third, I did all I suppose to do. I sighed and pulledup my pants and walked out the bathroom setting the alarm on the oven, I stepped out on the balconey, and breathed in the ocean air. I gripped the edge, thinking about how it would feel if I walked right into the ocean letting it take me in, making me part of it. I considered this, but then the alarm went off, and I stepped back into the warm house, just as the sun dissapered, but the sky still glowed, I walk back into the bathroom, grabbing the first one, 'positive', my stomach turned, I grabbed the other 'negative', I sighed in relief, and reached for the third and suddenly Wes thumped into my head, I grabbed it, and sat on the toilet, not looking at it, I ran my finger through my hair, and started crying, what would happen if I was, what would happen if I wasn't. Part of my really want this, I want part of Wes back with me. I turned the test over and looked at it, and sighed so deeply to only let the tears flow so much more, I walked back into the kitchen, I grabbed my phone and texted my mother which knew about everything,
To;Mom.
From;Macy.
mom. im pregnant.
I typed the words in, and pressed send and sat at the table putting my head in my hands, as my vibrated again. I opened the text that was from my mother.
what are you going to do honey?
I texted her back.
im going 2 tel him
Simply as that, I got up from the table walked upstairs, and layed down, thinking tomorrow, I need to see him. Just him, just Wes.
I re-upload it, cuz i didnt lik the first 1. how do u lik it?