Not strong, not a lion
right now
seems about right to apologize
but why
why am I so shy
why do I hide
from what I feel on the inside
I have to decide
what to say
what to do
if I should pull through
it
as I sit
and think
and sink
drowning in my thoughts
caught
I'm sorry
two words
on apostrophe
see
easy
to speak these letters
I should have known better
it's never as it seems
no not to clean
there's always this spec of dirt
stuck in the middle
this tiny little piece of dust
that ruins everything
as others are mocking
it's a lot different when your in this position
because your not beaten
and torn
why couldn't you warn
me
how hard it is
I want to be able to see
in front of me
but its all blurry
I'm sorry
two words
one apostrophe
see
easy
to speak these letters
I just want to let it all out
I want to scream it and shout it
and tell everyone
but sadly I'm not a lion
not brave not strong
just wrong
I want to be like them
that know exactly what to do
not someone who debates
not someone who hesitates
someone who takes the chance when shes given one
I'm just one who gives in
after barely trying
yet still falling
even after the battle has finished
I now wish not what I once wished
sad isn't it
yes I'm sorry
yes it's two words
yes it has one apostrophe
yes I see
that it is easy
to speak these letters
I'm so sorry