Woot-Ima-Fish: errrr.. read it.. go on i dare ya... it is a kinda serious

and for some who may get the humor, it may be funny!

Does Edward really lose control?

Leaning down, closer to Bella's collar bone, Edward pressed his lips close together. Moving inch by inch, in the attempt not to kill Bella.

The wind flew in from the window, blowing her hair across her face. Edward inhaled, a dry sensation ran up his throat. He thristed more than ever for her blood. The feeling was just, it just couldn't be real. It was so rich, so pure, so meant to be.

He leaned closer, his eyes flying open with hunger. He bit his lip so hard, that if he could bleed, the blood would spill down his chin. At this thought Edward's hunger become more of a pain. His eyes were as black as coal.

He moaned. "I'm sorry, Bella.... I....I... don't mean it... Sorry" He leaned down kissing her neck as soft as he could with the hunger he was feeling. "Edward... What?" Bella said gasping at the cold touch of his lips.

"I'm... close your eyes... I don't want you to..." But he never finished his sentence as the hunger was taking over his body, every breath he took. He leaned down, and sunk his teeth deep into Bella's neck. He moaned, it tasted so good... He tried to stop... It just tasted so.... Mhmmm...

The blood was drained from Bella enough to kill her... Edward was so taken in by the rich smell and taste he, didn't hear the protest that Bella was able to scream 'Edward, No, stop... Please... Edward.. It burns.. Edwa....' Silence fell upon the night making Edward realise something was happening.

He gasped as he pulled away from Bella... "I.... Bella.... please tell me your still alive..." He pressed his cold, marble hand to her heart. There was no thud... no boom... just the silent rushing of the little left of her blood... or maybe it was just water...

Edward screamed... he shook Bella... "You are not dead... I am not a killer..." His eyes fell in sadness... "Bella... Please... please... I... love you..." He said, the tears should have been falling down his face...

He jumped up, rushed down to Bella's kitchen, pulled open a drawer, pulling out all the feul and matches he could find. He rushed up stairs... "Bella if your dead... I have no reason the live" He poured the fuel over him self... throwing the lit matches onto the fuel... It started to burn... it moved in closer to Edward.. "I'll be with you soon, my love..." He took one look at Bella's still body, before sinking to the ground... "I'm sorry.." Was the last heard as the flames closed around his perfect body.

"Wha... NO!" Was all that was heard coming from Edwards room... Esme rushed up to his room.. "Edward, are you ok?" she looked at him with concern. "What's wrong, son?" Carlisle said as he rushed through the door.

"I... is bella... Where is Bella?" Edward looked scared.. "Bella?"

Carlisle looked at his son, tilting his head to the side. "Bella is at home.. Edward, what happened?"

"I... bad dream.." Was all Edward could say.

"Edward, you don't sleep... why were you dreaming?" Esme asked, pulling her son into a hug.

"I... wait.. I don't sleep.. so it was all un-real.." He sighed with relief.

Carlisle and Esme looked at him with concerned looks on their faces.

"Are you sure your ok?" Carlise raised an eyebrow.

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