Hello! This is probably just going to be a one-shot. Please be nice! It's my first attempt at writing a story with these characters, so if anyone has any flames I'll just use them to burn my coursework.

Draco's Diary

Harry punched Malfoy on the nose. He'd been walking with Hermione down the corridor when Malfoy had shown up, making snide comments. It had been too much for Harry. He'd jumped on Malfoy while Hermione ran for a teacher.

Malfoy kicked out. Harry hit the ground heavily, but somehow managed to drag Malfoy down with him. They rolled around on the ground, punching and scratching, until somehow Harry ended up on top, his weight holding Malfoy to the ground, his hands pinioning Malfoy's.

"What're you going to do now, Malfoy?"

Malfoy glared up at him, his silvery eyes filled with contempt. "This," he said. He pushed up with his head and kissed Harry, fully on the lips. For one moment Harry sat there, too stunned to move away. Then he stood up, backing away.

"What was that?"

Malfoy stood, brushing the dust from his clothes with impeccable hands. "Nothing." He walked away, leaving Harry to stand, very confused.


Dear Diary

Got into a fight with Potter today. Granger ran off for a teacher, just like I knew she would. Potter hit me, and I hit him, until we finally came to a stop. He was lying there, on top of me, with his black hair all tousled, and I knew I would do it. I don't think I ever knew until that moment, but I had to do it. I kissed him.

Lucius would not be pleased. For one thing, Malfoys are not gay. At least not openly. We find a nice compliant girl from a pureblood family, marry her, have children and carry on the Dark ways. But that isn't what I want. I don't think I want Potter, either, but I want to feel alive. And that is how I felt when I kissed him.

I haven't felt truly alive since the day I started at Hogwarts. Lucius started on me the first moment we arrived at Platform 9¾. "Make the Potter boy into a friend. He could be useful in the future." That was the start of Lucius using me. He used me to get the Dark Lord's diary into the Weasley girl's possession. He used me to get inside information on Dumbledore. Now that the Dark Lord has returned, I am being used as a spy within Hogwarts. Lucius wants me to become a Death Eater. That would give me a purpose, but I don't want to do what he wants. The things he does to make me stay in line…they just make me want to rebel more.

But why Potter? There are plenty enough fags in Slytherin, most of whom have already propositioned me at one time or another. But them…they're all the same. Mindless drones who just want to serve the Dark Lord, and that's only because it's what their fathers have decreed. I suppose Potter signifies freedom to me. That's why I chose him to kiss.

He didn't pull away immediately. I don't know if that was because he was shocked, or because he liked it. I don't know which one I'd prefer.

Draco

Yeah, I don't know how well the whole bit at the beginning worked. I thought I'd better set the scene first. Please R&R!