Goodbye to you
MS, GW, FW Greatest Pranksters.. Next to the Marauders
The name's Makaela Sully but all my friends call me MK. I have two of the greatest friends anyone could ask for. Or.. At least I used to.
I try not to remember the day everything went wrong but I always will. Most of you already know what happened. It was May 2, 1998.
My best friends, George and Fred Weasley and I joined our fellow classmates and friends to defeat Voldemort.
At one point the three of us were separated.
I found Fred before I found George, or I more heard than seen.
"You're joking, Perce! You actually are joking.... I don't think I've heard you joke since you were –" After the explosion I ran around the corner; I could hear someone screaming.
I'll never forgive myself for as long as I live, because at that moment…
When I saw Ron and Percy Weasley cradling my red headed best friend;
The first thing that entered my mind;
"Please don't be George."
You see, I've been in love with George Weasley for the longest time.
But after thinking that.. Because that was what I thought instead mourning the loss of Fred; I knew I'd never be good enough for George Weasley.
The months that followed Fred's death, George and I drifted apart.
He couldn't stand losing his other half and I couldn't bear to look at him knowing that I was more relieved that it wasn't him.
That's why I'm standing here today. Where is that?
I am currently standing on railroad tracks. I know it's weakness, I know it's a muggle thing to do.
But I can't forgive myself for forsaking Fred
I can't forgive myself for being selfish.
The bright lights move closer.. This is the only way to my salvation.
I know that at this moment George will be reading the letter I wrote him. The letter explaining why I am doing what I'm about to do.
As the lights engulf me; a single sentence is uttered.
"I'm sorry. Forgive me."
The lights will not guide you through, they're deceiving you