Chapter 1 – The dreams

I wake again from the same dream, I've had near enough of it, every night for a week now...I'm sick of it...Well I'm not because of who's in it, I'm sick that I can't make it reality... I dream this and wake with a solid hard on...its not good everyday before work I have to sort it out, and always thinking of her and when I'm awake all I think of is her, then I have to face her at work and try to be professional when all I wanna do is jump on her. Oh Scullly how can you do this to me without doing anything at all. Oh well better sort this out then get showered and ready for work...

At work all I can think of is my dream and that's not good as I know I have a meeting with Mulder and Scullly in a while. Well I need to shout at Mulder for causing problems again so Scullly won't want to know me so it'll be ok...
Their announced in and as soon as I see her it all comes back, come on concentrate...rip Mulder apart and get them out...
Sorted, shouting over and their leaving, I'm glad but now I can't concentrate on anything as I have a raging hard on but at least now I won't have to see her for the rest of the day.
I set to start writing and Scullly pops into my head, it hits me she didn't seem herself in the 'meeting', or maybe that's because I don't see her much, only in my dreams night. Right concentrate on work in hand, get all this done then go home...I'm on a half day and so glad of it.
Work done, ill probably go gym; watch a film, anything but think about... There's a knock the door...
"Come in" I call... The door opens and in steps... oww no... Scullly
"Sorry to come unannounced but your secretary wasn't there" uhh of course, she too left early...
"Its ok she's gone early for an appointment" Scullly looks uneasy then moves her gaze to her feet... I can feel something is wrong, I move towards her and urge her
"Come in" she moves further to the office and I shut the door behind her...very conscious of the space between us
"What's wrong Scullly?" She looks up and straight at me...almost into me. I move back from her and perch on the edge of my desk I need this space from her... Scully takes a deep breath
"Sir I'm... I..." She's clearly not right; she never stumbles over sentences... She's always confident and knows what to say but seeing and hearing this is unnerving for me... I stand again and move towards her, I don't want to but she clearly needs a bit of support with what she needs to tell me
"Scully what's wrong? Are you sick?" She shakes her head,
"Not the kind of sick you'd think of" I'm now confused... does she mean women's pains or something mental
"Please explain if you can, I noticed you weren't right earlier" god was that too much to confess...
"Sir, I'm not well in my head... I'm... I'm having dreams... And its affecting me" I'm worrying about her dreams... She'd never usually share these things with me...that was Mulder's area not mine...
"What kind of dreams?" She looks at her feet and moves them uneasily... Again a deep breath
"About you" she takes a step back from me... About me... She can't be having dreams like I am... or can she... I must look surprised as Scullly says
"I am fully aware sir that this is inappropriate to tell you but I needed to get it off my chest, ill go now" she turns to open the door, I practically jump and push it shut again like I have many times before in the past but usually after a screaming row, I'm inches from her she looks up at me... God what do I do now? We just stand looking at each other feeling each others heat, I'm sure she can hear my heart beating...because its going crazy... She reaches over and pulls my arm down from the door...her touch is so soft...this is it she's leaving I have to act while the moments right... I move down and gently place my lips on hers... It only lasted a few seconds then I pull away, she looks at me... Same face as before...
"Please" is all she says in a soft whispered voice... I don't know what the please is for, I don't know what to do... To move away or move in for another or stay where I am but she moves her hand to my neck and pulls me into her lips... Her eyes are closed and I close mine just as our lips join... Its a gentle kiss... I'm melting on her lips... I can feel myself growing hard... Please don't let her notice... She pulls away and smiles... I see a twinkle in her eyes... I want to carry on but know this is not the place or situation...
"Dana, this isn't the time for this, will you come over mine later so we can talk" she smiles even wider,
"Yes of course. Ill come after work as your off now aren't you?" I smile she agreed to my request...
"Yes I'm off now, is 7 Ok?"
"Yes fine, ill see you later. One more please before I have to return to hard Scullly around pain in the bum, aka Mulder" the smile is my undoing...
"Of course" we kiss again, I can feel the feelings behind it and I love it...
"See you later"
"Yeah bye" is all I can manage... She straightens her jacket, pulls a serious face and walks out... Wow my dreams come true but even better she dreams of me...Wow, what more could I ask for.

I leave work and I'm in a daze, I've just kissed the woman of my dreams and she wanted more... I get home still in a daze...I sit on my sofa and that's where I remain... I shower and pop out to get some drinks in... Is wine wishing too much? Ill get other stuff too...

I get back and scoot upstairs to get changed... I just get on the landing when the door bell goes... I look at my watch...oww god its 7 already...
I run downstairs open the door...uhh its Dana,
"Hi ya, come in" she steps in looking a little uneasy,
"Hi" she looks at me,
"Yes I know same shirt, I was just about to change, take a seat, ill be back in a minute" she walks over and sits on the sofa. I run upstairs to change, I find my favourite t shirt, spray some deod, a little aftershave and I run back down to her... She's sat where I left her...
"Drink?" She jumps and looks round... I laugh a little...
"Sorry, didn't mean to scare you, would you like a drink?" she stands and walks over,
"Please, a coffee would be great, got a headache coming on" I feel bad dragging her over with a headache
"Oh, you ok being over? If not we can wait and..." Before I finish she jumps in,
"I don't want to be anywhere else, its a lack of caffeine headache so once I've got coffee ill be fine, promise" she smiles and it undoes me again...god that smile has a lot to answer for...

Coffees made sat on the sofa together... I don't know where to begin, I think she feels the same...
"Dana, I..." I stumble over what to say... I take a deep breath
"I'm glad your here, and I'm no good at this kind of thing" she laughs
"Nor am I, were so alike in that way, ill begin. Do you remember last week you saw me in the hall and I ran away, you called the office to see if I was ok?" I think...
"Yes I do I was worried sick about you" she laughs...
"That's when it hit me...literally... I knew then that I liked you more than a superior and a friend, that's when my dreams began" she was so calm about it... I wonder if her dreams are like my own...
"It was that night that my dreams began too" we both laugh and she puts her hand on mine...I lock her fingers into mine
"Dana, what do you want from this? Ill give whatever you ask..." She looks at me and I can see she knows what she wants...she moves her hand to my face...
"I want to be with you, I want to spend time with you and... I want your lips...right now" I smile as she pulls me in, our lips join again and I melt... I never wanted to kiss anyone else ever again...

Our relationship went from there, we were taking it slow not rushing into anything, sex was a slow progress, we'd got so close but it was all good and I was so happy, so was Dana... Until...