Falling by Jae-chan

Falling by Jae-chan

Story Stats
Rated: PG
Started: 9/9/2001
Genre: Angst/Romance
Pairing: Chichi/Goku with some suggestions about Bulma/Vegeta
Setting: Well after Goku dies the last time. Chichi is in her late sixties.
Random Note: I'm having Goku constantly in his Super Saiyan form.

Disclaimer: I do not own DBZ. I just write about it. ^.~

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Chapter One: Static Rain

A woman with loose black locks streaked with silver stood out in the middle of a large field in the mountains, the rain pouring around her and soaking through her clothes. She was an older woman, probably in her sixties or seventies, but she didn't appear weak or feeble in any way. Her skin wasn't as wrinkly as it should have been, nor had her hair lost all of it's color. The only sign of her true age was in her midnight colored eyes that displayed wisdom, strength, and a great deal of pain. Those orbs of liquid night stared blankly ahead as the mist and rain whipped around her in the wind. How long she had been rooted in that spot was uncertain, but she had yet to move.

This mysterious lady was none other than Son Chichi, the widow of Son Goku and mother of Gohan and Goten. The field that she stood in was a field not too far from her house, where she had lived since she married Goku so many years ago. Chichi had not moved from that house and cared for it as she always had. Things remained timeless in that place. Not even Goku's belongings had been removed. Chichi still ironed uniforms and stocked her refrigerator high, just in case Gohan or Goten came back from their long periods of training. Occasionally Bulma would stop by with old friends or her son's daughter, but Chichi had refused to leave her house in her later years. Even when Bulma asked her to go to the hospital after her first sick spell, Chichi stubbornly kept her ground. "What if my boys come back to an empty house with no food? I need to be there." she would say. The argument would end there. Whatever medical problems Chichi had she would keep to herself, and it was obvious that neither Bulma nor her children knew what was going on.

Now, despite her age and weaknesses, Chichi was standing in the rain and did not seem to care if it would give her a cold. The chill did not penetrate her senses. There was something else there that she felt more important to do.

*I'm too old for this...they don't seem to understand. I can't be alone anymore. It hurts my heart too much. I no longer have the fire that sustained me when all of you would leave me behind and never tell me anything. My spirit is tired of it, Goku.*

As the wind grew colder and the sky grew darker, water from her own eyes began to mix with the rain and run down the plains of her aged face. Her arms curled about her torso as her eyes closed, letting the freezing temperatures try to numb her.

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      Goku shook his head, trying to concentrate on his meditation, when a thought crossed through his mind crackling with some sort of static.

      'My...irit...it...Goku.'

      He blinked as he recognized the voice as Chichi's, but he couldn't understand why it was coming in so unclear. Normally he had no trouble hearing her thoughts about him, in fact, whenever he wanted to check in on her Goku could often just tune in. Like listening to a radio. The dead could always hear the thoughts of the people that cared for them, which was why Goku could usually tell what was happening on Earth.

      *That's weird. I can't seem to get the static to go away.*

      The Saiyijin warrior frowned and stood up, deciding that whatever it was, it was bad. His form blinked out from his residence in the other dimension and flickered in front of King Kai's house. If there was anyone who could tell him what Chichi was thinking, it would be a telepath.

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      Chichi sighed as she tried in vain to wipe some of the water from her face and turned back for home. There had been more than just the nasty disease in her body killing her for these past years. The only time she could bring herself to show it was in the rain where her tears didn't seem to matter against the tears from the sky. The death of her husband was something that ate away at her everyday, and the years she had endured without him had slowly torn away at her, even though she was very good at not showing it. There were memories that still hurt and the fear that Gohan or Goten would be taken away never left either. She fainted every so often, but things weren't as dramatic any longer. When you were as old as she was, you didn't want to do too much falling. Even if you were once known as the strongest woman in the world, that didn't make your bones unbreakable.

      Chichi coughed as she made her way through the trees, realizing that what she had done had made her ill. She leaned against a tree for a few moments, taking shelter from the rain underneath the branches, and regained her breath. Her black and silver locks were plastered to her head by the water and her wet clothes clung to her tightly.

      *There were so many times I was left without a word, but that last time...that last time hurt the most. I thought you were going to come back because you said you would. I was as naïve as the children had been until I had waited long enough to understand. Couldn't you at least come back and say goodbye to me? For once I would have liked not to be left in the dark. Closure would have been a nice thing to have. I'm sure you thought it best, I'm sure you didn't mean to hurt me, but that didn't make it any less painful. It took me years before I could come to the point where I could no longer be angry that you were taken away. The sadness still remains and it kills me. Perhaps it has spread to my body now too.*

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"King Kai! There you are." Goku said, popping up by his lawn chair. King Kai nearly fell out of his spot when Goku appeared. Goku had been masking his power level again, probably just to surprise him. King Kai pushed his glasses up and looked up at the blond haired, blue eyed Saiya-jin. "What can I do for you, Goku? You haven't been around here for quite a while. Need some fighting tips?" King Kai asked, seriously doubting that the young man could use anymore of his help in training.

"Uh no, not exactly. You can help me with a problem though." Goku paused as King Kai sat up, his blue antenna's perking up.

"What's wrong then?" he asked, a light frown crossing his features. It wasn't often that someone came to him for something other than training advice or to show off.

Goku scratched his head, "Well since I died 'permanently', I've been able to hear people's thoughts. Only people I knew and cared for me in return."

"A normal trait, although your sensing of thoughts is probably better than most people's." King Kai nodded.

"Yeah. This ability's been working great until today. I was meditating and I heard Chichi...but when I tried to figure out what she was saying it was filled with static. I thought that only happened with phones..." Goku sighed, "Anyway, I need you to help me find out what's happening."

"Static you say?" King Kai asked curiously.

"Yes." Goku responded as he watched King Kai get up and pace around mumbling.

King Kai spread out his telepathic energies to find Chichi and see what was happening. Static could have meant several things, but he just couldn't be sure what until he did some investigating. When he finally found her he was smacked with a rush of cold, but he was not discouraged from poking around her mind. His frown deepened as he sank to the inner levels of Chichi's psyche and felt how low her Ki was. She was dying.

"Goku..." King Kai paused as he tried to figure out what to tell him.

Goku's blue eyes widened for a moment before a deadly serious look fell over his features. The innocent curiosity was gone and replaced by pure concern. "What is it, King Kai? I have to know."