All Fall Down

This story is one of my first so don't have high expectations. THere will be some errors, I tried reading through it all but at four in the morning you just stop caring.

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READ: This chapter is set in the furture all after it will be in the past!!1

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Prologue: The Changing Future

The rain was cold, no; cold was not right word for this kind of rain, but piercing like a thousand little knives stabbing into the soft flesh, that would be the right description. The clothes were no barriers for the piercing rain, it tore right through and left the recipient frozen and in pain. The sky reflected the perfect picture of a gloomy day. The clouds covered the sky in dark masses that seemed to send messages about an impending doom, yet, none listen. There was no moon, no stars, nothing but darkness that blanketed the world in black, smooth, velvet that was stretched tight. It was the perfect picture of a gloomy day and Allen felt like he was finally home.

Whenever your world starts crashing down

That's where you'll find me

All the people were inside. They were cuddled under blankets by the warm fires with their loved ones as they huddled for warmth and as the rain poured outside they watched, watched from the comforts of their houses, wishing that the day wasn't like this. They wished for sunshine and opened flowers that glowed under the warm rays and this is what they would want if they got to choose. They dreamed of running around in the green grass because that's what humans do, they wish for something that they can't have. Kanda had realized this fact long ago, but only recently found out that this fact applied to him too.

Yet, in this gloomy weather there were two people who were not inside. There were two people who didn't have loved ones to cuddle up to, they had no warm fire to sit by and they had wool blankets to cover their freezing bodies. These two people had nothing but the cold, numbing rain that hit there bruised, cut up bodies. They also had the black sky that seemed to mock them—staring down at them from the heavens they so wanted to reach.

It then started to snow, the white contrasting with the deep red blood that surrounded the two bodies. It fell from the sky effortlessly and again the two exorcists felt like the sky was mocking them. They both stared straight up at the dark sky as white flakes fell from the heavens like pieces from a broken moon. Their bodies were splayed out over the dark green grass that slightly leaned toward the ground, heavy from the rain.

Kanda couldn't help but think about the lotus flower in his room. It was burned into his mind, it's perfect, soft pink petals and the glow of light that fell around the edges of it, he didn't want to admit it, but that flower was beautiful. He want that flower to be ugly, he the flower to be hated by all eyes, even those of the blind, he wanted all to cringe at the sight of such a hideous, revolting flower, because every time someone commented on it's undying beauty, he felt depressed, depressed that such a beautiful thing would eventually lose all it's petals and he didn't want that, he didn't want such a pure thing to die.

Kanda cringed as pain from the gash on his right leg shot up to his chest, stopping his breathing and then ran up to his brain in a split second. Then his thoughts changed, the flower fell to the back of his mind and a white haired Moyashi was drawn into his eyes. He saw the shinning, liquid metal orbs smiling at him, some white teeth showing through the soft pink lips, just like the lotus petals thought Kanda grimly. He could feel the white tresses as he ran his hand through the young Britain boy's hair and he couldn't help but smile—it tugged at his lips and through the rain and the pain he smiled a sad, hopeful smile.

Lost till you're found

Swim till you drown

Allen wished for, oddly enough Komui. He wished he could see that grin on his lips as he held the drills to his arm saying comforting words as he tried to fix his broken Innocence. He wished he could see the evil glint in the man's eyes as he sent another giant robot lose in the Order. He wanted to see Reever trying to slap his boss awake and then whisper something about Lenalee in his ear and watch the chief jump form his chair. He wanted to see the science team running after Komui as the man ran away from the work on his desk. Allen wanted to see all this, because it would mean that everything was back to normal. He needed to see this again, because it made him feel normal.

When Allen opened his eyes all he saw was dark skies and grey clouds. He felt the soft snow as it hit his bare chest and as it seeped into the cuts across it. Then, he sadly thought, he couldn't feel his Innocence arm. He titled his head to the side, the only movement he could manage at the moment—he saw the most beautiful thing he had ever seen in his life at that moment. He saw long dark stands cascading down a tan chest and framing a round face; a round face that held dark emotional eyes and then perfectly shaped lips that were curved into a small almost invisible smile.

Allen wanted to touch that face so badly. He didn't want to feel the snow underneath his fingers, but soft, warm skin and smooth, clean hair. He wanted to feel those silky, light pink lips and those long dark eyelashes. He didn't want the feeling of heavy blood on his lips, but the feeling of warm, lush lips against his own. He wanted to feel those lips kiss back and the feeling of the smooth muscle against his own as it prodded through his parted lips.

Allen's arm slowly dragged itself across the snow to reach for that round face and the lush lips and the dark hair and the eyelashes. His finger tips slowly becoming numb and the movement sending needles and pins through his whole right arm. Kanda hearing the small rustle next to him tilted his head toward Allen, pain flashed across his features for a brief moment, he knew then that he would probably die this night, he did turn his head though. Kanda first saw the determination in Allen's features it seemed to grab the pain and the agony and sent it in the back of Allen's thoughts. Kanda's eyes then saw the out stretched hand.

He recognized this hand. It was his human hand, the one that reached to touch his face. The one that held his hand when they were alone, it was the one that had touched him so many times and in so many places. He knew this well and right now it was the only thing he could. So, ignoring the pain, Kanda reached out his arm, just wanting the feeling of human contact just one more time before he passed on. Kanda's hand then touched Allen's and they both rolled their gazes over to each other. Their eyes locked and for that brief moment they forgot about their pain, they forgot about the Akuma, they forgot about the war they were fighting all they saw were each other.

Allen smiled.

Kanda smiled.

The snow fell from the sky.

They both turned their heads back up to the sky.

Their eyes slowly closed, as they laid there hand in hand.

They both pictured the other before all lights died out and the world was dark again.

Love till you hate

Strong till you break

Know that we all fall down,

All fall down

Lavi could hear the birds chirping as he walked down a dirt path that cut through the middle of the woods, he could hear other quieter noises, but the one he focused on was the birds. He couldn't hear the birds at the Order, he could not hear the birds when he was with Bookman because he was always talking about something that Lavi should know, but didn't. He could not hear the bird's small chirps when he was with Kanda, because Kanda was always with Allen and they were always fighting. He couldn't hear the bird's when he was with Lenalee because he was too worried about her health to listen on chirps.

So Lavi listened to the chirps, because he like the small things. He liked being able to see the things that other people can't or pick up on others things that other people would just not pay attention to. It made him feel special, because he knew something that no one else knew.

He closed his eyes as a small breeze threaded through the trees. He wanted for that one moment to see nothing, because his eyes were tainted by war, death, blood and everything that was horrible in this world. He wanted in that one moment to forget the world, forget about death and just hear the small noises that were all around him. So he closed his eye and just stood still, in the middle of a dirt road that was surrounded by tall green trees, and listened to the pure things in the world. Only then, when all his guards were down is when a body came flying through the trees and straight at Lavi.

Now, Lavi was slumped up against a tree.

And we fall down, right now

The once green trees were splattered with red blood making a sickening image of Christmas in the red head's head. The breeze that had threaded through the trees was now gone and was replaced with a lonely cool wind that made the trees shiver. Lavi could not hear all the small noises now, because his heavy panting that came out in stabbing puffs blocked out everything that used to be there.

One of his arms were thrown over a low branch as the rest of his body slacked against the tree. His green eye was squinted shut, trying somehow to get the pain to stop flowing all through his body. His lips were not in shape of a smile, but parted open as he tried to get his broken lungs to breathe the now cold air. His hammer hung loosely in the hand of his other arm that was daggling by his bloody left side.

Lavi wanted his body to move. He wanted his legs to step out in front of him and start walking back down the dirt road that lead to the small cottage that he was visiting. He wanted his body to move because he needed to protect those people, the people he was sent to get, because one of them was compatible with innocence. He wanted to stop that Noah that smirked at him as he continued that path, knowing that his body was broken. He wanted to go into that warm house, surrounded by the warmness of family and he wanted to come back to the Order with another exorcist because that would be a happy day.

He wanted to see happy days again. He wanted to see the days before war and before the Akuma. He wanted to live long enough to see the days that were full of smiles, laughing and carelessness, because that's how the world should be, that's what Lavi thinks. He thinks that the world was made to be a place full of love, he knows that the world is a happy place when it all comes down it. Hw knows that there is good in the world, because the world is good and everything that is bad will eventually be gone and then the world will finally be as it should—calm, lovely.

We'll cry again

And we'll dance again

Lavi then realizes that he needs to believe this. He needs to believe that in the end everything will work out for the good, he needs to believe that there are a lot of people in the world that believe the same thing he believes. He needs to believe that good does conquer evil and that the world is working towards this goal.

So Lavi repeats this phrase over and over in his head. He repeats it when he pulls his arm off the branch. He repeats this phrase as he pushes off of the tree and stands on his wobbly legs. He says this phrase as he walks down the dirt path to the family he will save. He says this phrase to the Noah's face when he jumps in front of the family and he yells this phrase.

Lavi screams this phrase from the tops of his lungs as the Noah lunges at him, because he needs to.

He needs to believe in this phrase—it's what he fights for.

Without this belief he has no cause to fight.

We'll love again

And we'll laugh again

She knew that her brother was crying. Lenalee could feel the sadness that radiated from his body as her head was lowered onto his lap. She could see through her bleary eyes, the light eyes of her brother as he cried for her. She could his hand as it ran through her short hair, it never grew back, is what Lenalee thought sadly. She knew that her brother was angry with himself right now and not her. She knew that he was beating himself up inside and going over in his head all the mistakes he has made and if he just changed this one thing then maybe, just maybe they would not be where they were now.

Where were they again? Oh yeah, the library, of all places, Lenalee laughed bitterly to herself. She could remember how she got here. She could remember the feeling of loneliness that had spread through her because all her friends were out on missions saving the world and she was stuck here. So she had walked to the library knowing that Lavi was not there, but she hoped that when she opened that door that she would greeted by Lavi's smiling face and if the Bookman wasn't there he would sneak in a quick kiss.

When she opened the door everything moved so fast. She saw the face of a Noah; right now she couldn't remember which. The face was accompanied by a wicked laugh and at that moment her brother walked in. Then there was bright light a cracking noise and the feeling of falling. The feeling was great, it was like she had wings and she was free from everything, high above the clouds away from death, but then she came back down to earth, hard.

She could feel her bones vibrate as her brother's agonizing call of her name rang through the room. It was filled with a deep emotion that could not be described by any of the words in the world; it was its own emotion. That scream hurt her more, broke her more then the actual fall did. She remember the other calls of the science department, she wanted to answer, to call back and stand back up, but she couldn't. She couldn't feel her legs and her voice was gone, the words dying before they reached her lips.

Can you hear me?

Lenalee wondered briefly if this is what death felt like but then the arms of her brother wrapped around her frame and she forgot about death in all it's forms. She felt his warm, comforting body against hers' as he held as close as he could to himself, hoping, in some weird way, that his health would heal his baby sisters. Lenalee could hear all the voices around her; she could hear her brother's calls, cries. She could see the outline of forms but she couldn't move.

Can you feel me in your arms?

That's how she ended up here; at the bottom of an empty room with rumble from the floor she used to be standing on around and below her. This is how she ended up being laid down on the lap of her brother as he cried and held her against him. That's how Lenalee ended up yelling at her body to move because she wanted to hug her brother back and tell him that everything was alright and she would heal in a couple of days.

Then that wicked laugh ran through the room. It rang in Lenalee's ears and at that moment everybody was silent and Lenalee managed to open her eyes all the way, though the world was still bleary, it's nice, Lenalee thought, everything seems soft. She turned her head to the side away from her brother and to the darkness of the room to where a body of a little girl appeared. No, she is not a girl, she is evil Lenalee tried to convince herself.

The girl raised her right palm and out of it formed a black ball. Lenalee recognized that is was the same thing that Earl had used a couple of years ago when they had fought in Edo. She then knew that the evil girl's gaze was not resting on her but on the person behind her, her brother. Lenalee yelled at her body willing her body just to move, just one more time before she was forever gone from the earth.

Holding my last breath

Everything slowed down. The black ball flew out of the girl's hand and headed straight for her brother, who was not moving, but still holding her. Lenalee then in one last effort bent her knees and stretched out her arms. The moment she stood up, the black ball hit her in the chest and there was no pain, but memories.

Her brother's smiling face was the first thing.

Allen's face was next as he stuffed enormous amounts of food into his mouth and tried to talk at the same time.

Then she saw Kanda with his famous scowl on his face before he turned his back to her and walked over to the Noah named Skin.

The last thing Lenalee saw though was Lavi.

She saw his shinning face it was the first time he had smiled at her and it was at that moment that Lenalee started to believe that world did hold pure things. This was also the same moment in which Lenalee Lee learned what love felt like.

I lie inside myself for hours

And watch my purple sky fly over me

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