Edward's thoughts after he left Bella

by Abstractly Sydney

Edward's thoughts before, during, and after the Fatal Phone call! it is sad. not the best writing but that is because i worte it a couple years ago and just put it up

I wish I had not left her, I love her to much

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

I cannot stop thinking about Bella, my silly Bella and it hurts

All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away

I cannot stop myself, I have to call her. I need to know if she I alright

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands

But I cannot, she will be better off without me

I'm going nowhere (on and on and)
I'm getting nowhere (on and on and on)
Take me away
I'm going nowhere (on and off and off and on)
(and off and on)

Please someone get me out of this world I am begging

Take me away
Break me away
Take me away

Oh no the Black boy said that Charlie was at the funeral. I now know that I will soon be with Bella, my beautiful Bella.

Volturi here I come.