I slowly start to open my eyes. Trying to get rid of all the sleep in the slits of my eye's I look over at my bedside table in search of my iPod. I see it a quickly unlock it,'That can't be right' I say 1:30 why am I up at 1:30 whatever if I'm up I'm up I go to my wardrobe alright these a outfit already picked up from the headband to my shoelaces I wait a minute a thought pops into my head, Ilse was in my room poor thing she doesn't sleep At all anymore but she won't take pills for it. So how am I meant to help her? Anyway I decide to go into her room she now lives with me and my family when came back form live in the artist colony Ilse's living on the flood wearing a long white blouse and over the knee black and white socks the smallest smile came to her face when she saw me she open and mouth and starting singing 'Get on the floor, baby lose control
Just work your body and let it go
If you wanna party, just grab somebody
Hey Britney
We can dance all night long', 'Back to bed birthday princess' 'Wait, did Moritz came over?' 'You'll find out soon enough, sleep well'.

When in my room again I start to think about what Ilse said Birthday princess my birthday my birthday was on the 5th of May. What is she on about anyway back to dreaming for me. I close my eyes again think of the events that took place last year I stop think it's making me feel bad I then go back to sleep.

It's Saturday, the fourth term of school starts tomorrow what fun. Let me explain this to you. My name is Wendla Bergman I used to live in a very small town in Germany. It was the only life I knew, a life of going to church almost daily, where I was only allowed to play with my childhood friend that where girls and I didn't really knew how to feel about being forced to stop seeing my best friends guess it don't really remember. My mother made the decision leave Germany sixteen months ago, Ilse come with us and Moritz with Ilse. Moritz mother and father also come to begin new and 'better' life. My form that point on was bordering so I won't tell what I did because it's pointless. Ilse walks into my room and asks me to sit down. I ask if there's anything wrong , she simply shakes her head and says 'Melchior is here'