Disclaimer: If I owned Twilight I wouldn't be writing this fanfiction. And I also do not own the title of this story. It's taken from the movie P.S. I Love You.

Prologue

I was always afraid of death. In fact I wasn't just afraid, I was terrified.

You die... and then what?

Do you go to that wonderful place they call heaven? Is there an afterlife? Or is there nothing?

Would you get to see all the people that you loved that you lost... or is there nothing?

Everything was so unsure that it just scared the hell out of me. That's another thing. Is there a hell?

But at that moment, after watching Edward, my best friend, the love of my life dissapear into the flames, I welcomed death as it sauntered towards me.

But it didn't come.

Love and loss

It's everywhere

But the one that you get

Well that's the scare

A/N: Hey guys! I told myself that I wasn't writing any new stories at the moment because I was already busy with all the others I'm writing. But when I get an idea I had to write it down. I basically have like this whole story planned out. I want to post the first chapter up tonight if I know the prologue is short. It's just a prologue. It's what Bella will be thinking. Please review. The more reviews, the faster the updates. I hope you all like this story.