I sat at the graduation party that Dimitri had planned long before the attack. i didnt really want to go but Lissa talked me into. She said that this is what Dimitri wanted and that i should do it for him.
As soon as i got back from Russia i told Lissa everything, she was upset at first but soon realised that I kept it from her only because if someone overheard me telling her about Dimitri and I, He would have been fired and i would have been expelled.
"How are you Rose?" Lissa asked me, handing me a bottle of water
"Am just brilliant" I replied sarcasticaly. Just then Eddie came over and asked if i wanted to sing and of course i said no but i looked at Lissa then At Eddie and agreed.
"Alright, everyone I have a little treat for us. Rose has agreed to sing for us so will everyone give her your full attention." Eddie said into the mike.
"Why did i agree to this again?"I asked Lissa.
"Because you know deep deep down inside that you want to do this for me and more importantly for Dimitri" Lissa explained
"Hiya everyone this is a song i wrote a couple of weeks ago, i hope you like it." Eddie handed me a guitar that i recognised(SP)
"Is that.." i asked surprised
"Yep" Was all he said.
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme, I know
He's as damned as he seems
More Heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
Lord, it just ain't right
Oh and I don't know,
I don't know what he's after.
But he's so beautiful,
he's such a beautiful disaster.
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter,
Lord, would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?
He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him?
It's so hard not to blame him.
Hold me tight
Baby, hold me tight
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
I've waited so long
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?
He's beautiful,
Lord, he's so beautiful,
He's beautiful
I looked down at the crowed and i saw Lissa she knew who this song was for and ran on stage and gave me a hug. i let a few tears fall.
"Are you going to be okay?" Lissa asked.
"Yes, I think so" I said giving her a smile.
AN: HEY, HEY, HEY this is the first time i have actualy wrote a story behind the song. Before the Storm Was Wrote By My BFF Ness-Moss. So PLEASE PLEASE review and tell me what you think but no flames please.