A/N: Hey.
My first Fic, so be nice. And no, I'm not emo before you say it in your reviews!
Edited by EdwardShouldBeMyFiancee aka Annie (My Friend)
A New Betrayal
And that was it he was gone.
Not a trace. Nothing. It felt like a thousand needles were making there way inside me, piercing my aching heart slowly, and every needle brought back a hurtful memory that I wish I could go back to, a time of happiness and love but now I felt nothing a black emptiness. That was it I had no idea what to do or how to feel anything else but pain and despair, finally my legs gave way from underneath me, my back sliding down a cold, brick wall and landing with a thud onto wet mossy grass. I couldn't hear anything but my own beating heart. Everything went black.
I awoke feeling dazed and confused hoping this was all a dream, but I couldn't help but feel the pain. I slung my dressing gown on and looked at the clock it read 5pm, god had I really slept all day as well, still wondering on how I got home, dad was in the kitchen as usual, maybe I was right and it was just a really horrible dream with bad side effects. As soon as he saw me he stood up rushing over to me stumbling a few times he hugged me, clearing his throat saying
"Morning Hun. Are you feeling any better, do you want to talk about last night?"
He sounded concerned, but more to the point proved me wrong. Last night happened and I didn't know what to do, I tried to answer him as he stared blankly at me, but my voice was gone, I couldn't say anything, I felt my legs go weak and my heart ache even more. It's true, he's gone. Soon enough the tears ran down my face. I ran back to my room, hearing my dad mumble something like "I understand, it will take time."
The next day I heard him on the phone, I think he was talking to Billy, but it turned out to be Jacob, my safety net, but as much as I trusted him I couldn't talk,
"Hey Jake, sorry to bother you, but do you think you could come talk to Bella, she is still really worked up over last night"
There was a pause….
"Yes, I understand it will take time but I'm starting to get worried, she won't even come out of her room Jake!"
Yet another pause…
"Fine I'll give her more time, but if she doesn't cheer up I don't think it's healthy for her to stay in Forks anymore"
Charlie must of caught on that I could hear him and told Jake he'd be calling again soon and bye. Coming into the living room he gave me an apologetic look "he just left you out there didn't he" I nodded "that damn boy, he will regret this"
Charlie must of seen my eyes tear up as he immediately stopped talking about him "Hey Jacob Black will be coming to see you soon"
I didn't answer and just looked at the floor as i realised how much I missed my Jacob and his big goofy smile, but I couldn't see him with the state I was in I cannot it would kill him, and I'm not sure I could see him without the pain in my stomach and heart make him concerned.
"Look Bella if you don't cheer up…..I'm sending you to go live with your mother"
That was it that was the trigger I finally found my voice I answered with a little more anger than I should have,
"No! I'm not leaving! Look, I know I've been down and depressed but if you want rid of me that bad then I'll go out!"
"No Bella, I don't want rid of you it's just, it just kills me to see you like this, its not healthy"
"DAD! I'm going out don't expect me back till tomorrow" I grabbed my keys and jacket and ran out of the door.
"Bella N—" , the door slam stopped him from finishing his sentence.