Title: What IF
Author: Dylan Shelby
Disclaimer: I Don't Own Them. - PLEASE REVIEW
Author's Notes: This is just one chapter and will be continued.
Dear Diary,
I feel so lonely. There is a line in a song that says "If I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone" and nothing could be more true. It's just hard right now.
I realized that after High School nothing was going to be the same, but your never prepared for it. You never think that on the Sunday of your graduation your going to loose your best friend.
It is so hard right now to be with out them. I remember the shock when my father told me what happened. They were on their way over here to pick me up, we were going out to celebrate,
but the day didn't end that way. I spent it in the hospital looking over the other one. The funeral was scheduled for four days after that Sunday. It still hurts so much and it has been a long time.
After the accident we split. We couldn't be friends anymore. Not with what happened. It wasn't the same and it was too akward and awful for us to stay friends.
We both understood, but it didn't make anything easier. Its been years, and I wouldn't have brought it up, but I saw him the other day.
I was bording a plane for Milan and he was going to Dallas. There was still that akwardness, it was still so strong that I felt I could touch it.
We said our hellos and goodbyes with no more than three sentences. As I sit here on this bed all alone and lonely I can't help wonder if it had never happened,
what would my life be like now?
Author's Notes: I know kinda dark for such a beautiful weekend.
So if you want something that is light and airy and is nothing like life
than you can read Going Home selfish plug for story :)
Author: Dylan Shelby
Disclaimer: I Don't Own Them. - PLEASE REVIEW
Author's Notes: This is just one chapter and will be continued.
Dear Diary,
I feel so lonely. There is a line in a song that says "If I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone" and nothing could be more true. It's just hard right now.
I realized that after High School nothing was going to be the same, but your never prepared for it. You never think that on the Sunday of your graduation your going to loose your best friend.
It is so hard right now to be with out them. I remember the shock when my father told me what happened. They were on their way over here to pick me up, we were going out to celebrate,
but the day didn't end that way. I spent it in the hospital looking over the other one. The funeral was scheduled for four days after that Sunday. It still hurts so much and it has been a long time.
After the accident we split. We couldn't be friends anymore. Not with what happened. It wasn't the same and it was too akward and awful for us to stay friends.
We both understood, but it didn't make anything easier. Its been years, and I wouldn't have brought it up, but I saw him the other day.
I was bording a plane for Milan and he was going to Dallas. There was still that akwardness, it was still so strong that I felt I could touch it.
We said our hellos and goodbyes with no more than three sentences. As I sit here on this bed all alone and lonely I can't help wonder if it had never happened,
what would my life be like now?
Author's Notes: I know kinda dark for such a beautiful weekend.
So if you want something that is light and airy and is nothing like life
than you can read Going Home selfish plug for story :)