Summary: SONG FIC . Natsu x Lucy Fiction. Drabble.
Hey Everyone! Hope you enjoy the fic. And R&R.
I don't own Fairy Tail. I wish I owned Loki, Gerard and Gray.
Nor do I own the song. "Hey Lucy – Skillet"
'Hey Lucy, I remember your name
I left a dozen roses on your grave today
I'm in the grass on my knees, wipe the leaves away
I just came to talk for a while
I got some things I need to say'
Natsu sat down before the tomb stone that stood before him.
Lucy Heartphilia
A kind friend, loyal nakama, and a great wizard
It did her no justice, he thought bitterly. He thought of the blonde mage. She was so young in death. And he couldn't believe it that he was there when it happened. When she… died. It was there last mission. Lucy, he and Happy were out on it. Things had gotten quite nasty – he had been fighting with someone else. Too busy fighting to notice. . .
He couldn't protect her.
Tears stung his eyes. He was to blame. He couldn't save her. What good was all his power? The magic, the strength, the flames? It couldn't protect her. Tears streamed down his cheeks. How could he forgive himself?
'Now that it's over
I just wanna hold her
I'd give up all the world to see that little piece of heaven looking
back at me
Now that it's over
I just wanna hold her
I've gotta live with the choices i made
And I can't live with myself today'
He sat there silently for a while. He could've given anything to have her alive again. Anything. Anything to see her again. Her golden blonde hair, her deep brown eyes, her radiant smile. . . It hurt to think that they were just memories. And he couldn't accept it, that she'll never go on missions with him again, never yell at him for messing up her house, never come into Fairy Tail. She was his nakama, his friend . . . and yet , so much more.
He felt hopelessly frustrated. How could he live. . . without her. How could he be, who he was. Without her.
Hey Lucy, I remembered your birthday
They said it'd bring some closure to say your name
I know I'd do it all different if I had the chance
But all I got are these roses to give
And they can't help me make amends
He took out the rose that he'd brought with him. And set it next to her tomb. Hundreds more of the same remained there. Both fresh and dried. It wouldn't fix anything. Nothing, to be exact. Nothing. Nothing at all. He sobbed, "Lucy, I'm sorry!"
He cried relentlessly. He wanted to cry until his eyes were dry. Shout until he could shout no more. But it wouldn't fix anything, he thought again. Only if he could go back in time and correct everything.
Only if he could. . .
Now that it's over
I just wanna hold her
I'd give up all the world to see that little piece of heaven looking
back at me
Now that it's over
I just wanna hold her
I've gotta live with the choices i made
And I can't live with myself today
Natsu sobbed harder. He'd lost it all.
Here we are
Now you're in my arms
I never wanted anything so bad
Here we are
For a brand new start
Living the life that we could've had
She was his friend, but so much more. She meant the world to him. And now that she was gone, it had hit him harder than ever. He loved her. Ever since the first day. All the time they had . . . great times. And to think, they could've done it differently. If he'd told her. If he'd realized before. If only he did. . .
All he could think of now is that they can never be together. And the life that they could've shared. It would've been beautiful. Perfect, even.
Me and Lucy walking hand in hand
Me and Lucy never wanna end
Just another moment in your eyes
I'll see you in another life
In heaven where we never say goodbye
So maybe, not now – he comforted himself. Maybe not in this world. Maybe, later.
They could find solace in each other. They could be each other's. Together.
A world for just the two of them. Where they can walk forever. And nobody would stop them.
No Goodbyes.
Now that it's over
I just wanna hold her
I'd give up all the world to see that little piece of heaven looking
back at me
Now that it's over
I just wanna hold her
I've gotta live with the choices i made
And I can't live with myself today
His fingers traced the tomb stone. Her name. All the while, shedding tears. Thinking of what could've been – but what he'd lost. But it was over, wasn't it?
Here we are, now you're in my arms
Here we are for a brand new start
Got to live with the choices I've made
And I can't live with myself today
For now he'll live. He sat crying – until he'd quieted down to mere sniffs. He'll have to live with what he's done. No matter – the horror of it all. Because, he looked forward to a brand new start. With her.
Somewhere up there.
Me and Lucy walking hand in hand
Me and Lucy never wanna end
Got to live with the choices I've made
And I can't live with myself today
. . . . . Natsu got up, rubbing his eyes – which were bleary with tears. He felt the tombstone with his fingers once again, before getting up to leave. It was time to go. With a last glance at the tomb – he made his way for Fairy Tail.
Hey Lucy, I remember your name
Natsu looked up at the sky, and saw an exceptionally bright, twinkling star.
"I promise Lucy, oneday- there'll be no goodbyes." He said.