MY second FF, will be a 2 shot, or more if you want! hope you like-S
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Me: (sob, sob, sob) i dont (sob, sob) own anything.
Hope you like! Review or Die, i hope you dont wait to find out if thats literal!
I silently twirled my fingers around the pill bottle. No i wasnt a pill popper, i wasnt an addict. I looked up at my mom. "Are you sure this will help?" i asked her. "It should, and you will only have to be on them for a few days...im sure that they wont affect daily life."She responded. "Ok". I said
I walked to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. My ragged hair fell over my eyes, it really needed a good brushing. I was in clean clothes for once, the Flock and I were visiting the Martinez's. I felt soo, hollow...inside. It started a few days ago. Those flashes, but not like brain attacks. Different...like pain, but in a different way.
It hurt, emotionally. I sighed. I would scream, and feel all the memories of my past rush back. Stop! stop! I asked my mom what to do. She said these would help, and i would only have to be on them for a few days...
I slowly uncapped the bottle. Sliding two pills out, i swallowed them dry.
Closing the bottle, i brought them back to my room, i put them in a drawer no one ever looks in. It is kind of a special place, it has pictures Jeb took...good memories. I laughed at myself for a second, thinking about my pathetic life.
I closed the drawer. I went back out into the family room, no one was awake. Well, i thought that, until i heard footsteps behind me. Withought even looking up i knew it was Fang.
"Hey..."he whispered, and sat next to me. "Cant sleep." He said, under my worried glance.
We sat in a silence for a while, until Fang put his hand under my chin. Forcing me to stare into his deep, chocolate brown eyes.
I felt like i was staring into a parralel world. Was he feeling the crazy jumping in his chest too? was it just me?
"Max...Ive been thinking." God help me..."about?" i asked. "About you. Max i know you dont feel the same way, but i cant think of you like anything else besides the girl i will always..." "Always..." i prodded. "I love you." He whispered, his voice cracking a little.
Did he just say...i turned my face away. Fang, the Fang. The only one i can ever admit to needing. My only hero. My only love...
I could see pain washing over his face."Its okay, Max, i just wanted you to know..."His voice was seriously cracking now. This was the most emotional i had ever seen him. His face went impassive again, and he rose to leave. "Fang.." i whispered. He didnt even turn around. "Fang..." i said, now raising my voice. "Fang i love you too, idiot." Fang turned around. A smile arose on his perfect face.
"Really?" he asked me. I leaned and kissed him, hard. I felt Fangs lips moving in sync with me. Passion filled me. "Yes." I told him
"Im going to sleep." He whispered. "Me too." We walked up stairs in silence, heading into our different rooms.
When i awoke the next day my first thought was Fang. I breathed a deep, content sigh and walked towards the drawer to take the pills.
Suddenly the hairs on the back of my neck prickled, and i saw Fang standing there, his face twisted in worry, and in pain.
He brought the pills up, the Anti-depressant label insanley clear on the white bottle.
He said one word, a complete demand.
"Explain".