There he is. Karkat Vantas. The boy you've had a crush on since, well since like, forever! You chew on your lower lip as you stare at him from the corner of your eye.
Does he even know you exist? I mean, you certainly know he does! He's been the main point of your shipping wall for a while now.
Not that anyone has to know though.
Apparently you were so lost in thought, you didn't see Terezi come up and sit next to Karkat. You watch intently, mostly worried about what might happen.
You grip your knees, leaning forward slightly.
You let out a soft gasp as Karkat slides his arm around Terezi waist.
You hope, no you need Terezi to push his arm away, to pull away from him.
But she does the exact opposite. She leans against him.
You can literally hear you heart breaking in two.
You quickly stand; you can't stand to see anymore of this.
Your moirial, Equius Zahhak looks up at you, sensing your disturbance.
He opens his mouth, ready to say something before you cut him off.
"I-I'll be in my hive…" You're sure he heard the hurt in your voice but you don't care. You can't bear to stay here any longer than you absolutely have too.
You are gone before Equius has time to blink.
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Pounce de Leon is curled up on a pile of furs and various animal skins, purring contently.
You slip in as quietly as possible, but your lusi's hearing is better than your own so she lifts her head and meows a greeting to you.
You know she's wondering what you are doing home so early, but you can't bear to talk about it.
You grab you paintbrush and palette and walk to your shipping wall. You find the square, which has drawings of Karkat and Terezi with a tiny " " written over it.
You lift a shaking hand a slowly circle the square. Fighting back tears, you set the paintbrush and palette down and you slink over to Pounce de Leon.
She licks your head comfortingly.
You curl up next to her, pressing your face into her soft, white fur.
You sigh happily, or at least you think it's a happy.
You're pretty upset on the inside.
Pounce de Leon continues lapping your head, trying her best to comfort you.
Maybe later you'll go out hunting.
That always eases your nerves…