Nothing to Lose.
Its not the way I imagined it in my mind.
Its funny really,
People think they know me,but they truth couldn't be any more the opposite.
Well,maybe bending the truth is more appropriate in this case.
Those who know me now keep joking about how I'll kill someone and get caught...What they don't know is that...
I already have.
But that was back then.
My past,what do they really know about it?
Only what I have told them, its not my fault they don't ask but I guess that's how 'normal' people act.
Honestly, there is currently only one person that I am still in contact with that 'knows' me and of my dark past.
Funny,turns out he's the only one allowed to kill me, which means I have to fight-
Fight to live and fight for my friends now.
Everyone has a secret,right?
Well, mine is one no one would ever suspect.
The problem is...
How long can one person keep something like 'this' a secret?
When the shadows from the past come looking for blood...
'There. The world may think this' just a story...They couldn't be any more wrong.'
'Holly! Don't you work today?'
'SHIT! I'll see you tonight...when are you home again?'
'Ten'
'Blah'
'I might come home early,I've been feeling sick.'
'Okies,I'll be home right after work and Yes...I'll clean that damned bird's cage out today'
If only I could tell my friends in a way so that they won't run from me or turn away.
I don't want to lose any of them...nor hurt them,as if that's possible in this case.
Life was so much simplier in New York City...