Well folks this is a rewrite of my first fan fiction entitled, Home. The title has been change but I hope the message is still conveyed. My undying thanks to, Red, web mistress of Alternate post 14, for her knowledge and encouragement in helping with the rewrite.
The evening was starting off well. When Ember first sat on
the back of Throttle's bike, she had
Knowing her discomfort with crowds he chose a quiet place on the fringes of the city, a café called the Red Note. It was small, charming, with great food and music. They walked in and she was delighted with the gentle atmosphere. They chose a table in the corner and found themselves talking and really enjoying each other's company.
After dinner they sat enjoying the music, it sounded much
like the jazz that Throttle had come to appreciate while on Earth.
As with all good things the evening came to an end. They
left the café and headed for Ember's house. Throttle planned on taking the
longer scenic route and Ember, realizing this, smiled, not wanting the evening
to end either. She leaned against his warm frame but this time she embraced him
with a tender fondness.
They stopped at a high spot that over looked the Martian
desert. You could see not only the lights of the city but also the stars that
filled the perfect Martian night sky.
The air filled with the sweet melody and Throttle sat close to her. After a brief moment of hesitation and almost timidly, his arm found it's way around her shoulders. The music spoke of hope, love, and new beginnings, of treasured moments and forever promises. All the things his heart longed for. Was he moving too fast? He prayed he wasn't, she didn't' pull away. In fact she leaned even more deeply into his embrace. Then surprisingly she turned her face to his gracefully guiding him into a flawless kiss that took them to the realms of Shangri-La and beyond, to a place where Ember hoped her past couldn't touch them. Unfortunately the dream was shattered when a sudden, odd, buzzing came from the unusual watch she wore. It efficiently broke the spell and Ember jerked away.
"Please Throttle take me home! Please take me home now!"
she cried.
"Ember what is it? I thought you…. I am sorry I…"
The bewildered tan Martian ran to the door and begged her
to tell him what was wrong. He could hear her crying on the other side.
"Throttle I can't explain.
He walked back to his bike and sat there confused. "What
had just happened?"
Throttle left as soon as he could that evening, making
tracts toward the shelter for some answers. Modo knew more than he was telling
and Throttle was determined to find out what, hoping he would shed some light
on what had happened with Ember.
Modo had already spoken to her that morning so he was
waiting when Throttle came barreling to the front door.
"Just calm down bro. I've just talked to Ember, she told
me what happened."
"So will you please tell me?"
Modo looked at his friend accusingly and Throttle gave a
weak attempt to defend himself.
"Okay, I know you told me she was real shy and maybe I
shouldn't have rushed things, but being with her last night was so good. For
the first time in years I felt alive. There was something so special about
her."
"Believe me, it's what she thinks she has to do and we have to respect it. Come on, you can help me check on the kids and then we'll talk." Throttle signed in frustration and reluctantly agreed.
They walked up the stairs toward the bedrooms and as they got closer the sound of a battle raging could be heard. In Cocoa's room, one of the newer volunteers was struggling, trying to calm the little girl. Cocoa was kicking, hitting, and biting, doing anything to keep from being touched. In Ember's absence, the young woman was only trying to help when she heard the little girl struggling in her sleep.
"I'm sorry. I didn't know what else to do. I thought she was in trouble. I only tried to comfort her." The battered young woman backed away trembling.
"It's okay, Justine. Will ya call Ember and tell her what happened?" Modo put an arm around Justine's shaking shoulders.
"Yes sir, and again I'm so sorry." The young woman left to make the call.
Cocoa had retreated to a dark corner, wrapping her fragile arms around her legs so tightly that her nails dug deeply into her fur.
"Don't worry little darlin', nobody is going to do anything that you don't want." Modo tried to reassure the frightened child but kept his distance from her.
"What happened to her?" Throttle asked as they slowly
backed out of the room.
" She's one of the Plutarkian casualties, doesn't matter now, we just have to get Ember here quick."
"Those filthy, deranged, slime sucking monsters. We should have exterminated them to make them pay for things like this, every slime faced one of them." Throttle growled in a hate filled voice.
Modo started to say something but thought better of it.
Instead he went to check to see if Justine had reached Ember. She had, and a
few minutes later Ember came running through the door and right up to the
child's room, not even noticing Throttle standing in the doorway. She walked
quietly in, humming a strange, slow melody. She moved cautiously toward the
corner where Cocoa was still sitting in her tight ball on the floor.
Throttle had never seen a more beautiful sight, than that of the tender care she gave the child. He watched as Ember was able to bring the little one back from the place of darkness she had fallen into. He didn't know how it could happen so fast, but she had embraced his heart just as completely. He watched for a second more then left them alone.
After some time, Ember came back downstairs.
"She
should be okay for a while, she's sleeping now.
She could see Throttle watching her. But if she didn't
look at him her heart might stop beating so fast. The feelings that she tried
so hard to control might leave her in peace.
"Please let me go with you. I have to talk to you, please."
She looked back at Modo and he gave her a slight nod of
approval. They left, riding silently back to her place. As they arrived they
both headed toward the door. Ember
Throttle gave her puzzled look, "Understand what? I…"
She stepped a bit closer to him and put her fingers to his lips, stopping him from saying anything before she could explain.
"I have something to show you, a secret that might change your mind about me, but I have to know. I just have one thing to ask before I show you. Will you…kiss me again? I have dreamed so many times what it would be like and…will you… please?" Ember's eyes dropped.
Throttle walked closer, still completely baffled as
He released her and she looked up at him smiling, "Thank
you," was all her weak voice could say. She took him by the hand and led him
into the house and into her bedroom.
"Ember what is it, I don't understand?"
"You will."
She
raised her hand to the device on her wrist, touched it and
"Yes I am a Plutarkian. On my planet they consider ones
like me cursed too ugly to be worth much." Ember began to unravel the many
threads of the tortured tapestry that was her life. Hoping that the beauty she
saw in his face extended to his heart as well.
"You see not ever one on my world is like the high
chairman or the ones that tortured and killed your people. My parents weren't
and when I was born and they saw what I looked like and tried to hide me. For a
few years they were able to, but one of my mother's sisters told the government
about me. They paid very well for treachery. I was only five years old but I
remember how they dragged my parents out to be executed. I can still hear my
mother screaming my name. Unfortunately they kept me alive and I was sold as a
slave.
I
had many masters some not as cruel as others, but finally I was given to Lord
Stilton for his sick amusements. He eventually made me an assistant to
Karbunkle. I saw what he was doing to the captured mice and at first I closed
my eyes to it.
She walked over to the dresser and pulled out an old computer copy of him. Her finger touched the image then holding it to her heart she continued.
"After a while they put me in charge of the captured
children. I did what I could to help them, get them extra food or what
She closed her eyes, refocused then continued. "In
time the Freedom Fighters heard about us and we were freed. When the war was
over, my rescuers were very kind. They knew I couldn't go back to my own
planet, only death waited for me there and knowing most of your people won't
accept me; they designed this device for me. I was given a new identity and
training and with Modo's kindness, I was able to work with the children. I
could be close to Cocoa, as she needed me so much. But the transformation can
only be held for 12 hours.
Not knowing what to say, or even how he felt, Throttle
continued silent, staring at her.
"I understand. You don't have to say anything. I just
thought that maybe this one time…but I guess I was wrong. I only ask one thing,
that you please keep my secret. I…just…I wanted…,"
Ember
was devastated. She snatched the device off her wrist, threw it to the floor
along with the picture and ran out of the room.
Throttle didn't stop her, whether it was shock or what he
didn't know. Then he saw the discarded device on the floor and realized what it
would mean for her if the wrong people saw her.
Her bike flew down the road. Ember barely able to see
because of the tears in her eyes, but she didn't care any more. Life was just
too hard. Just then a large crowd spotted her.
Ember turned and rode for her life back to the one place
where she could find safety. As she rode up to the building, Modo came running
out. She flew off the bike and ran into his arms crying hysterically. He could
see the crowd following her; the hate was strong on their faces. Pushing Ember into
the safety of the house he faced the crowd.
Modo couldn't imagine why she had exposed herself to the
crowd, where Throttle was or what had happened between them.
"Is there a problem folks?" He said his voice focused and controlled.
The crowd, wanting their prey, yelled back, "YEAH! WE WANT THAT STINKING PLUTARKIAN"!
Modo's eye flashed red but he tried to keep as calm as he could. "The lady is a friend of mine and I think you should leave her alone. This is my place and she is my business."
"YOUR TURNING TRAITOR, MODO! PROTECTING THAT BOTTOM FEEDER!"
The crowd started moving closer to the door. Modo, not taking his eye off them, issued his last warning. "I wouldn't if I were you, citizens. Don't make me do what I will if I have too."
He raised
"You're making a big mistake, she isn't the
enemy.
It's a funny thing about hate, it makes the mind see only what it wants to, not the truth.
Ember looked down into the child's face, knowing her time
was limited.
"I
love you, baby."
Her
tears fell on Cocoa's hair.
Then a sound filled the air that made every one stop.
Ember could feel the pain rip through her; her last thought was to protect the
innocent she held in her arms.
All Throttle could hear was the deadly silence.
Modo followed, looking at all the damage they had done to
his home.
Throttle walked over to Ember, tears almost blinding
him.
Throttle's voice could have chilled the sun as he
chastised those who had just destroyed his world.
Modo, hearing the anguish in his friend's voice, lowered
his weapon, saying to no one and everyone. "It's gotta stop. Are we becoming as
bad as the thing we tried so hard to free ourselves from? Because we have been
through so much, do we have the right to inflict the same kind of pain on whom
we think are our enemies?
The mob, realizing the dreadful wrong they had done,
silently left with Modo's words to haunt them.
Throttle walked over to the beautiful being, kneeling down
to hold her in his arms. To his shock she still had a flicker of life in her
and weakly but tenderly touched his face. Her hand shook a little but he
clutched it to his face.
"Loving you… was the one of… the precious few… good
things… I've had in this miserable… life of mine.
This time he put his fingers to her lips. He let his tears flow unashamed as he slowly lifted her face to his and kissed her. "I love you more than anyone should be able to love." He whispered.
She smiled serenely, than resting her head on his chest; she took one last breath and closed her eyes, her life was complete, and she finally found peace.
