Time.

Seriously what is it? I mean I look at the clock and it goes *tick* *tock* *tick* *tock*.

I am just sitting here. In deep thought that time will pass and pass and nothing will let me take it back.

Man wanted to create a time machine but failed and they still try and try again to find the answer to go back through a simple device that just takes us back to those times where it already happened. So what is time really? What can I do to achieve such a wonderful life without wasting time? You know what? WHAT THE HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT?! I NEED A WOMAN IN MY DAMN LIFE! AND IT STARTS NOW. Sure I have met DOZENS of women but they never stay. I am not a player if that is what you are thinking. I ain't a blushing virgin, I am not a douchebag with no damn feelings for a woman. Here I am saving the damn galaxy for no apparent reason. I was born and my one purpose in life is to save the galaxy and die alone in a blackhole or in the Collectors base I just blew up. Sure Ashley is nice and all but she is just so..how do I say it? Oh yeah. Racist. Miranda yeah I know. DAT ASS. But no. Jack. WANT ME TO DIE?! Sure yeah nice leather bra but her life filled with emotions and such I cant handle that. Liara? I can do but she is just so emotionless. Kelly? Too hyper. Diana. From the media, not my type. Tali? She would probably kill me with her shotgun. By the way I am not gay. So no to Kaidan. Samara will put her Jasticar code first. Kasumi loves Ken. And Gabby has Donnely. I am not picky just practical. I know some of you would have love to have them but me? Nah. I want a different woman. My type? Well of course it just suddenly happens. The feeling of liking her then it slowly develops. I have to admit I am getting pretty lonely . Oh yeah forgot to introduce myself. John Shepard. I know right? Weird name. But back to the topic. I am right now 24 and lonely. LADIES A MAN NEEDS A WOMAN! I AM PERFECTLY YOUR TYPE. HAVE ME. I would post that on my back right now if possible but I dont want to be desperate. But then BOOM . IT happened. I saw his girl, she was beautiful for me. She had long black hair kept in a bun and her eyes black as well, skin like porceline and a smile of an angel. Kate Mathews. Swept me out of my feet. I was going around the Citadel and I saw her looking out in the distance,dazed and beautiful. I wanted to talk to her I just had to. I took the chance and she seemed confused to see me.

"May I help you?"Her voice in a mature tone.

"I just...I.." My voice slurred confussed and sounding stupid.

She chuckled. Music to my ears.

"Commander Shepard, If you may so kind to tell what you need?" Her smiling looking onto my eyes.

"You know me?" I asked with curiosity.

"Of course. Who wouldn't know the greatest hero?"She asked with her angel like smile.

"I have never thought of that."Me rubbing the back of my neck with much stupidity on my face.

"Well anyway how may I help you?"She said between chuckles.

"I just wanted to know..ahh..you.."I said nervously and honestly.

"And why would the great Commander Shepard what to get know an Allince soldier like me?" She asked with her eyebrow cocked.

"Well I just..I ..well.." Slurs again

"(chuckles) Don't get nervous around me. "

She put on her hand and smiled at me.

" Hi, I'm Kate Mathews." She beemed.

I shook her hand and introdouced meself even though I know she already knows almost everything about me.

" Hey,John Shepard. So whats an Alliance Soldier like you doing here?"

" , I just graduated." She blushed and turned away.

" From the Alliance Military? Congratulations!" I reponded with much joy.

" From the N7 program." She turned to me and smiled which reached her eyes.

" Wow. You must be one heck of a soldier then." I complimented.

"Maybe."She smiled.

I have no idea what I just did. I was just simply looking into the darkness in my room and did this. o_o just tell me to continue or not :)

As always Thank you :)