Everyday at 4:30pm,Demyx would sit on the roof of the Twilight Town mansion and play his sitar. It was at this time that he would feel like a somebody,like he really had a heart. He loved the feeling,it made his insides feel nice. It was his happy place,after going through a tough day,he would always play,that's what kept him going. When they called him weak,just a minute of playing could make him forget. Once they ruined his hair,after an hour of playing,he forgave them. My,if he had a heart,this would be the part were he'd be happy. Sadly,he didn't know what happy was nor how it felt. So maybe he's a nobody,that didn't mean he couldn't act like a somebody right?
Wanting to spit out the jarred thoughts is
Because there's no other proof of my existence
My future that I should've grabbed hold is
Conflicting between "dignity" and "freedom"
Wanting to erase the distorted afterimage is
Because I'll see my limit over there
In the window of the excessively self-conscious me
There are no dates in last year's calendar
Demyx was at home,that's what he'd always say. It was all a distant memory,where was he from,who was he? Maybe one day,with Kingdom Hearts, he could remember all that. So he got rid of his doubts,who needs doubts anyways? He needed hope to move on,not doubts to slow down. Nothing can bring him down today.
Erase and rewrite
The pointless ultra-fantasy
Revive
The unforgettable sense of being
Rewrite
The meaningless imagination
The driving force that creates you
Give it your whole body and soul
He couldn't dream,all of it was fake. Yet,that didn't stop him. Nobodies couldn't dream,he couldn't fantasize what having a heart would be like. Early on he decided that he didnt' need fantasies,what he needed was utter sweet hope. Maybe nobodies couldn't hope,but maybe,just maybe he could give himself some hope.
After cutting my feelings that grew, I regret
After realizing that after all, I'm just a mediocrity, I cry
A depressed heart
A dirty lie
Are they evil? The way the nobodies act? Demyx never really thought about it,he wondered hwat they would act like if they had a heart. He already how he would act though,he would be happy. But now he's crying,crying to have a heart,to feel emotions and he can't stop crying. he never understood why he should cry,he couldn't feel saddness,so why did he cry? Wasn't crying a sign of feeling? A feeling fo saddness? Maybe he was faking it.
Erase and rewrite
The pointless ultra-fantasy
Revive
The unforgettable sense of being
Rewrite
The meaningless imagination
The driving force that creates you
Give it your whole body and soul
It wouldn't be long. Kingdom Hearts would be here soon. Until then,Demyx would play his sitar,letting his voice and it's melody travel the world. He would have a heart,he would be able to sing and be able to feel the power of his lyrics and what affect they had on the citizens. If only he knew,it was 5:30pm now,time to stop and go home. He picked up his sitar and walked away,into the dark portal. If only he knew,about the young artist in the window who listened to him everyday. His songs gave her stregnth when she was weak,when she couldn't find the stregnth to move on. If only he knew,about the young keyblade bearer of light. Who fought the darkness,with the Melodious Nocturne's songs,he found the hope to never give up on fighting when everything seemed to go wrong.If only he knew,but he didn't. Both children could always agree though,that the Melodious Nocturne was unlike the other nobodies.
The End
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A/N
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At first it was suppose to be a SoraNamineDemyx friendship story but it became more of a Demyx story. I liked it.
The song was Rewrite
Performed by Asian Kung-Fu Generation
The 4th opening to the anime Full Metal Alchemist