How Can I?

by Cgfan

He keeps asking him this question.

Written for: numb3rs100, Prompt # 2 Starting Over

Pairing: Colby, mention of the team
Word Count: 100
Spoilers: Trust Metric
Summary: Colby keeps asking him this question.

Beta: paranoid_woman
Disclaimer: I don't own Numb3rs.
Notes: Before Trust Metric

Please let me know what ya'll think!

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The question Colby Granger kept asking himself as he walked into the FBI building was, How can I start over after everything I've done?

I hurt so many people when my cover was blown. I didn't like the secret assignment at all. I've done things my father always told me not to. For two years, I was someone else. I wasn't the real me. For two years I lied to my team, my family, my girlfriend, my friends - and worst of all, I lied to myself.

Two years is a very long time, so how can I start over?