Rory Loses her Baby
Chapter 1
It is December, and it has been three months, since Rory had told Logan that she wasn't ready to marry him.
She's on the campaign trail, heading to Wisconsin, and is three and half months pregnant with his child.
She has tried to call him several times, to talk to him but he never answers.
She has told Finn, Colin and Stephanie about her pregnancy because they had gotten it out of her.
They had reach Wisconsin that night, and checked into their hotel rooms. She had gotten a roomed with Jessie again. Her roommate Jessie, comes over to her, who is typing frantically away at her computer.
"So Rory, tell me about the Guy?" Jessie asks. "The one who got you pregnant"
"Jess I really don't feel like talking about him right now" Rory says quietly, not taking her eyes off her screen.
"Okay. Sorry I asked. I m going to meet up with the guys, are you going to come?" Jessie asked her.
"Not tonight Jess, you go and have fun, I m tired" Rory says.
"Okay, see you later or tomorrow Rory" Jessie says, leaving the room.
Rory is now in the hotel room and she gets her cell phone out, and calls Logan s cell but yet again, Rory gets his voice mail.
'Hi your calling Logan, I am unavailable at the moment please leave me a message after the beep and I will get back to you as soon as possible'
"Hi Logan, It's Rory I know I screwed things up, I m sorry I hurt you I really am. I hope you re not hurt because I have been calling for the past 7 weeks and you haven't been answering and you have every right not to. I'm on the campaign trail and we are going to be heading to San Jose, San Francisco the week after Christmas, then to Palo Alto a couple days later. I need to talk to you, to tell you something but it needs to be in person, it is too important to say over the phone, so please call me so we can arrange to meet up, my numbers still the same I Lo... Still care very much about you Logan" Rory says, leaving Logan a message on his voice mail. Deciding to change, what she said at the end.
Logan is sitting in his best friend Colin s house, when his cell rings. Logan looks to see, who s calling him and sees Rory's name on the screen.
Flashback on his proposal to Rory Logan is at Rory's graduation party standing up in front of the whole room
"Rory You amaze me Rory Gilmore every day, everything that you do, everything that you are, this past year I have realized that I don't know lot more than I thought I knew, if that makes sense, what I m trying to say is that I don't know a lot, but I know that I love you and I want to be with you forever... Logan kneels down on one knee and gets out the ring. Rory Gilmore... will you marry me." Rory gets a surprised/shock look on her face, when Logan reveals the ring.
"Um Wow, um, wow I wow." Rory stammer's with hesitation.
"Is there a Yes in between those wows" he smiles at her.
"Um, I'm just so surprised." She replies, still shocked at the gesture.
(After Rory's graduation)
"Logan... I m sorry. I can't. I love you. You know how much I love you. I love the idea of being married to you. But... there are just a lot of things in my life right now that are undecided, which used to scare me, but now I kind of like that it's all wide open and if I married you, it just wouldn't be." She answer s him honestly, hoping he would understand.
"So, what ? I move to San Francisco, you stay back east, and we see each other occasionally?" he asks her with amazement.
"Well, we can try long distance. We've done it before." She reason's with him.
"You really think that would work?" he asks her with doubt sketched in his voice.
"I think it would be hard, but-" Logan cuts Rory off.
"I don't want to do that, Rory. I don't want to move backwards. If we can't take the next step..." Logan shrugs his shoulders.
"What?" she says, fear creeping down her spine, and settles in her stomach.
"I mean...?" Logan shrugs his shoulders again.
"Does it have to be all or nothing?" she pleads with him.
"Yeah, it does." He replies in a sad voice.
An unbelievably long silence goes between them.
"But we could at least try?" she say, hope raised in her voice.
"What's the point?" Logan shakes his head, and shrugs his shoulders with another long length of Silence.
"So...?" she says in a very sad voice.
"So...?" Logan shrugs with his shoulders one last time, and he takes a long paused look at Rory again. "Good bye, Rory" She watches as Logan puts the ring and back in his pocket, and walks off in disappointment.
End of Flashback
"Are you going to answer that?" Stephanie asks Logan, taking him out of his daze.
"No" Logan simply says in dismissal.
"Who is it, that you re avoiding Mate?" Finn asks in his deep Australian accent.
"Rory, and why would she be calling anyway?" Logan asks questioningly.
"She turned me down, and now she is making it a lot harder for me to move on by calling me" Logan says pointedly to his friends.
"You will have to pick the phone up to know" Rosemary says helpfully.
"No, it can go straight to voice mail" Logan shrugs off, ending the conversation at that.
A few minutes later, Logan decides to listen to his voice messages to see what Rory wanted because he missed hearing her voice.
"Hi Logan, It's Rory I know I screwed things up, I m sorry I hurt you I really am. I hope you re not hurt or injured because I have been calling for the past seven weeks, and you haven't been answering, you have every right not to. I m on the campaign trail and we are going to be heading to San Jose, San Francisco the week after Christmas then to Palo Alto a couple days later. I need to talk to you, to tell you something but it needs to be in person, it is too important to say over the phone, so please call me so we can arrange to meet up, my numbers still the same. I Lo... Still care very much about you Logan" Rory says on his voice mail, changing what she wanted to say at the end.
"She still cares about you mate" Finn encourages his friend.
"Yeah but doesn't love me, so why would she want to meet up?" Logan says stubbornly.
"I can't tell you why Huntz, because I don't know" Colin says. "And I'm pretty sure she still loves you mate" he assures his best friend.
"Yeah right! If she loved me, why didn't she say it, huh?" Logan asks defensively.
"So are we still on, to going to Florida the week before Christmas? Then to my grandmother's place in Georgia?" Stephanie asks everyone, trying to change the subject.
"Yeah we are still on. We are booked in, at the Hotel Plaza Boulevard in Orlando." Logan replies, still in deep thought.
After Rory left Logan the voice message, she decided to go to bed when her phone rings. Rory answers.
"Logan?" Rory asks answering her phone, hoping it's him.
"No Sweetie it's just me, I gather you still haven't heard from him?" Lorelai assumes disappointedly.
"You know what? Maybe he's hurt or injured, and that s why he hasn't called?" Rory says with hope in her voice.
"Rory, sweetie, I m sure he is fine, but you can't worry yourself about him. It s not good for you or the baby" Lorelai tries to reassure her daughter.
"But...?" Rory says and Lorelai cuts her off.
"No Rory. Get some sleep and everything will be better in the morning." Lorelai says soothingly.
"Okay, night mum!" Rory agrees, hanging up and going to sleep.
Rory is asleep, when Jessie returns to the hotel room quietly. She comes in and gets changed for bed, and then hops in, and instantly falls asleep
Thanks for reading my first Chapter hope you like it
Thanks to RanDom Rose for being a beta for my story