Everything up till when Bella, Jake and Mike went to the movies in New Moon happened. After the movie is where this story takes off Also, I like the idea where the wolf sprit actually has a personality. I don't own any part of the Twilight books, or any of the characters. It is a bit darker than I normally write but I promise it will get better ... I don't want to give too much away to early sooo…
Bella POV
All I could really do was stare at the phone, I'd already tried calling Jake 3 times today and Billy always gave me the same answer 'Jake is asleep' tapping my fingers lightly on the receiver. I was worried, we'd gone to the movies a week ago now and he still wasn't any better. He'd taken care of me when he left... when I wasn't well. He was my personal sun, he never got sick like this. I didn't know what to do with myself, I tried hanging around my other friends, but I was still worried about my best friend. We'd been friends since we were kids, I never once heard about him getting sick longer than 24 hours.
Getting up off my bed I headed downstairs pulling my long dark hair up into a ponytail as it swayed behind me. Charlie was sitting in front of the television watching the latest baseball game with a can of beer in his hand. I was paying close attention to him and my foot didn't land fully on the bottom step causing me to stumble a bit. He didn't turn around but I did hear "You okay Bells?" I just nodded straightening myself "Yes, I am fine. Just being my usual self" he nodded going back to focusing on the game as I walked into the kitchen grabbing a bottle of water from the fridge. Stepping out onto the back porch I looked at the treeline that led straight into the woods and for a moment my heart strained when I thought about him I guess it was poetic, I found out about him and his family standing in the woods and he and his family left me in the woods. They always seemed dark to me now, not like when I first arrived and everything was green, now it was dark. Jake had started getting me to live again, but with him not around it was starting to hurt again, not that it ever truly stopped when Jake was around, but it was better.
A splash of cold hit my knee and I looked down at my pant leg glaring at the small wet spot the droplet of water made on my jeans. Looking up at the sky I couldn't help but glare as the skies opened up and it started pouring rain. Getting up quickly I got inside just as light streaked across the sky following the loud thunder clap that rushed shivers down my spine. Glancing at my wrist seeing the scar I remembered the last time there was a thunderstorm. Shaking my head covering the scar with my hand, I wasn't good enough and now they are gone. Closing my eyes trying to force the tears threatening to fall away. Looking around the kitchen I decided it wasn't going to happen again, I would be a friend to Jake and I wasn't going to loose another person in my life. Pulling out a large pot filing it with water before cutting up a variety of veggies to put in the soup. Remembering how much he'd eaten at the movies I doubled the recipe so he and Billy would both have enough.
An hour and a half later the soup was done and I had put it in two large containers wrapping a towel around it so the bowls wouldn't burn my hands while I was carrying it to my truck. Calling out to Charlie before leaving "I'll be back in a bit Charlie, just going to take some soup over since Jake still isn't doing to well" I just heard him mumble something about 'driving safe' and 'slick roads' before hurrying into my truck. The ride over was uneventful I decided that slow was better and only pushed my truck about 35mph in the rain. Finally the treeline broke and I smiled a bit seeing the small red house in the clearing. Pulling up right next to the house so I wouldn't have to run far with the hot soup. Pulling my jacket hood over my head and zipping up the front before opening the car door and lifting the heavy bowls out.
Hurrying to the door I knocked and then waited for a minute before knocking again. Finally the door creaked open revealing Billy who had a shocked expression before smiling sadly at me "Bella, Jake is still really sick. I can't let you over dear" I just nodded my head "I know Billy, but Jake took care of me when ... well ... when I wasn't well. just trying to do the same" holding up the bowls "I made soup". He just looked at me and then the soup before looking back at me. It was confusing seeing sadness in his eyes before clearing his throat. He looked away from me before speaking refusing to make eye contact "Bella, I am sorry, but... you shouldn't come here anymore. Jake... I am sorry Bella but you and Jake are two different people now... two different worlds. You and Jake can't be friends anymore." My body went numb hearing Billy's words, my breathing was becoming labored as I tried to think about what he was saying. My ice cold fingers still holding onto the bowls before I nodded silently the rain dripping from my hair. I was numb, numb all over again. I put the bowls on the side table by the door "he still needs to eat" was all I could muster before turning and walking to my car like a zombie. Something caught the corner of my eye when I saw four large figures emerge from the tree line. My eyes locked on Jake, it took me a moment to realize his shock turn to a glare before mumbling something to Sam who was on his right. Billy wheeled up next to me "Bella go home" I just ignored him and yelled at Jake "SO THIS IS SICK HUH?" I swallowed as Jake stalked towards me, he had grown a lot in a week. "What are you doing here Bella? You can't be here" Biting back the tears I tried shoving him, but he was like a rock, a warm rock... "You lied to me, what is this? You said you wouldn't leave me Jake, that you'd never hurt me! What do you call this?" he just glared down at me and I felt Billy's hand on my back trying to pull me back a bit "Bella, I am sorry but this!" pointing between us "won't work out, we can't be friends Bella. You choose your Cullen's, you made your choice" he growled out and I froze standing stiff as a board, he couldn't know could he? "What are you talking about Jake?" My voice was low, I could barely hear my own question but he did "You know" was his only reply before turning and heading back to Sam and the other two giants.
I was so cold, no I was numb, numb all over again. This couldn't be happening, it was just another nightmare. Shutting my eyes I stood there chanting in my head and mouthing the words "wake up" over and over hoping that I would wake up from this new nightmare, my clothing was completely soaked, my hood long forgotten, I couldn't feel a thing. Opening my eyes the four of them where standing side by side looking at me. My eyes went to Sam's first, the one that found me in the woods after Edward ripped my heart out. I thought he would understand, why would he do this to me seeing what happened before. Then there was Jake, no longer looking at me, his gaze was burning a hole into the ground at his feet. The last two I wasn't sure of their names, but I glared into their eyes one at a time before pulling away from Billy's hand on my back. If I wasn't wanted here I wouldn't be here. I was almost to my truck when I realized I locked my keys inside. I just turned and started walking home, I wasn't about to ask Jake for help. I'd only made it to the end of my truck when I heard Jake yell out "WHAT THE FUCK?" Turning quickly I saw Jake practically nose to nose with one of the boys I didn't know, as they started to shove each other I couldn't help but watch.
It started to get bad and Jake lunged at him, I swear I heard a growl but the two giants went down with a thud and started fighting on the muddied and the others just stood there watching, but then I saw Billy's face and he had the worried father's look. I am not sure what came over me but the next thing I knew I was standing over the two fighting and tried pulling Jake off the other guy. I was tripped and fell in between the two as I heard a loud voice yell to stop, but over the growls I could barely hear it. All of a sudden there was a ripping sound and deafening growls and I was suddenly surrounded by russet and dark fur. I tried to get up and out of the way, but was stopped short when a agonizing pain ripped through my back and down my side...more growling...more pain... then darkness overcame me.
AN: well let me know what you guys think? I have a plan laid out for this I promise :)