RazorBlade Romance
By:FadedDays
Disclaimer!
This has been reposted due to the fact that some Timmy tight pants thought I swore too much
Don't worry this has been "edited"
I don't own anything!
The song is Sigillum Diaboli by H.I.M.
WARNING: CONTAINS SOME SELF MUTILATION
Razorblade Romance
CRASH
"I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN BEAST BOY" a raging voice screams at me. Tears welp in my eyes… it's not my fault that I'm clumsy, why couldn't she wait and see that I was sorry? Too late now though… I rush to my room…everythings a blur…my door slams…I don't care anymore…my life is over.. she hates me…I stare at her picture on my wall…. Those deep sad eyes….. I never wanted to hurt them…
………..I can't see as I'm facing your pitiful lies……………. Don't have the strength to carry your heavy load of life……………… I'm your christ to die on you…………………. I just woke up for hers and you know it as well as I do……….
I want to be there for her ….but …I just can't…everytime she comes near I tense up and act stupid….so stupid!…GOD!!…WHY AM I SO STUPID?!
……………..I can't see through your eyes, …..bring your tears on me I will live the body for your shoulder just have to killing ………..I'm your christ to die on you………. I just woke up for hers and you know it as well as I do………….
Her heavenly body is just too much for me to bear….I can't stand to look at her anymore without urning to touch, to love and to hold….. I open my eyes and move to my dresser…I open it up and sift through the pile of worth less skins of fabric for my only release….my silver blade….
…..Oh, so you've come from above and you say you want to….. and I cut myself for your love….. I'm killing myself for you…….., yes you………
The pain…..the oh so familiar scent of my own blood…..WHY?………….why CANT SHE SEE ME FOR WHO I REALLY AM?………my vision begins to blur…..getting….cold…NO!…..I'm NOT DONE YET………..I….I…CANT DIE NOW…..too weak….too late….too stupid….I'm dying now…..
…………I can't see as I face your pitiful lies…………… Don't have the strength to carry your heavy load of life……………… I'm your christ to die on you ……………I just woke up for hers and you know it as well as I do………….
Ugh…..I'm….barely hanging on now….so…cold…. I can't see anymore….I'm…just…cold….oh god so cold…… Knocking at my door…..Death?…..here?…so soon?………..fine……at least……I'm …..dying for a purpose…….no…..not a purpose……a person……no…..a love……Raven………
"OH MY GOD NO! PLEASE GOD NO!! PLEASE BEAST BOY WAKE UP!"
…………………………………..Angels never looked so beautiful……….why…so…cold..?……………
"BEAST BOY PLEASE WAKE UP!! I'M SORRY!!! OH GOD I'M SORRY!! I LOVE YOU BEAST BOY DON'T DIE ON ME!!!!"
……………..you know as well as I do………………………………………………………………………...
……………………………………Yes you do Yes you do, my Darling Yes you do..oh Yes you do, oh my Love…………………