I hate my life. I saw my blood run down the sink. " you better get your ass down here," my guardian yelled. she isn't my mom or stepmom. my mom died when I was little giving birth. my brother died a few days after that. I heard footsteps and knew I had taken too long. I locked the door,but knew it wouldn't help.I quickly rinsed off the blood.
bang! the door opened and Nelly came storming in."im sorry",I cried even though I knew it wouldn't help.I backed away in a corner.
she lifted her hand up and smacked it across my face."come on."she said pulling my arm really hard. I guess my dad left early because if my dad was here she wouldn't do that when my dad is here she is a devil with an angel costume,but when my dad is not here she's the devil himself.
Nelly took me and i saw myself in the mirror.i had a bruised cheek.
i got into the car and sat next to nelly.i entered the school and the principal lead me to my class. when i got in mavis sensei welcomed me.
"what is your name?"she asked." heartfilia."i responded.i looked around the class.a boy with pink hair,a girl with red hair,a girl with white hair,and a boy with black hair was all i saw until mavis asked me my next question."what do your parents do for a living?"she asked.
my stomach dropped.i remembered the funeral we had set up."my mom died while giving birth and my baby brother died dad's girlfriend will never be my mother.'i explained and said the last sentence slowly.
"well im sorry for your loss it would be hard to loose 2 dear people at once.",she said,"you may sit next to natsu."she said.
WHO IN THE WORLD IS NATSU?as if to read my mind she said"the guy with the pinkish hair""its salmon"i heard him mutter.i sat next to him and looked at the floor.
the teacher started talking about algebra. brriinngg!the bell rang for lunch.
everyone got up and started walking.
while i was walking the girls started snickering.
to bad i forgot my favorite pocket knife.i walked into the cafeteria.
i had flavored water,a sandwhich,and chips.i dont know where to sit.i wonder where an exit is when you need one.
"hey"i heard a voice behind me say.i turned around and saw the girl with red hair and the girl with white hair smiling at me."come sit with us."the red-head said.i dont know.i hesitated.
if i go i might get some new friends.
each step i took the louder my heartbeat sounded.i quickly took a seat across from them.i pulled up my sleeve to eat."hi im mirajane and shes erza"the white-head was looking at my arm with wide eyes.i forgot that was where i cut myself today.
i quickly pulled my sleeve back down."how perfect we have an emo girl"someone behind erza said."dont worry"mira said."thats sherry"erza quickly added.i rushed for the exit.
the cool breeze hit my face the instant i stepped outside.
how stupid am i?i started walking and then something caught my eye.a stone with a sharp edge.i picked it up and examined it. perfect!
i was about to cut myself when...
"no!"i screamed.a hand grabbed my rock."give it back!"i screamed.i couldn't believe natsu would do that.
that pink headed idiot was hovering over me with the rock in his hand."mira told me what happened you cant keep hurting yourself" why he would he care!
it's none of that idiot's buisness.
"natsu there you are!"sherry said coming out of the cafeteria."i was looking all over for you"she had a disgusted look when she saw my face."why are you here with emo girl?"she asked
"shut up!"erza said defending me but coming out of nowhere."why you're not my boss?"sherry sai-no no more like screamed at erza.
"you just want to be beat up dont you?"erza offered."bring it!"sherry said and pushed erza. what could i do?
i got in the middle and kicked sherry in the face.
i guess the karate lessons work for something."im telling and you will be suspended"she said as she pulled out her phone."hello makarov"she said and then smirked."i was just walking outside and lucy heartfilia kicked me in the face"she lied.
hey guys i just wanted to say thanks for reading my story and this is my first so be gentle but criticism will be expected (just not to harsh)and i will probably update every friday sometimes sooner sometimes later it depends on if i can reach a laptop/computer but i will try to keep my promise that an update will be no longer than one week and please check out my friend's account her username is bye guys and ill see you next update.;)
